@fasihahze: real footage of me falling asleep in the middle of my meal time for almost 10 minutes. sebenarnya dah biasa jadi macam ni. i tak tahu ini normal ke tak. sometimes i find it funny. but to see it with my own eyes this time, i kinda feel sorry for her. she doesn't have as much energy as others. Her nights filled with contemplation. While others are deep in sleep, she spends hours doing nothing but staring at the ceiling, the room, the night. 2,3 even 4 hours sometimes. witnessing the sound of the night calling the dawn. apart from being at home, she found nothing & no one that can offer her comfort. maybe that’s why- i wish nothing for everyone but peace and comfort. and for her, may she always strong :)