all our memories together has become faint and it's impossible for me to remember the things i‘ve done with you when i was 5 years old and the ages before that . one thing that i never forget is how rough your hand are .. i still remember the way you held my hand and i could feel the roughness of your hands , what a hardworking man you are daddy 🤍 , i can't even remember how your voice sounded like , i miss your voice mostly your laughters .. if only i was a bit older then , i would've scan every single details on your face just so i can keep your face in my memory :c now , i can only see your face in pictures, eventhough most of them are blurry im so grateful to have my sweetheart pictures , i‘ve always wondered that if you you're still here , everything that hurts .. and the changes in our family , can they be avoided (?) , but i repeated said to myself “ jangan jdi bodoh , jangan persoalkan takdir tuhan “ , eventhough the things that happened leaves a scar in my heart , it has been 701 days since you've passed .. i miss having you as my father and i miss being daddy's girl again .. i miss you so much daddyy .. 1year 11month without you is so crazy , i never thought i would‘ve lost you .. rn i wanna learn how live without you .. you may not be here anymore , but it's okay daddy - @dnneaa