@esuszxc: it should've been solitude right? but i chose to be loud because i want you to know, and because of that there's no more mystery and you hated it because i was just being transparent. but this is me, I ain't a nonchalant person. If ever i did? I did it to keep you but I realized i already lost you, the day you chose silence. Your silence was too loud, the flashbacks and the echoes haunted me. I was a really a kid back there, you're right by the way not just even a highschool but maybe I was a kindergarten back then. I was a pathological people pleaser but i only wanted you to see me. I realized again, what for? when the battleship sank beneath the waves already. But for a moment i felt love, while i was reminiscing for 5 months, I discovered a lot about myself how I was built being narcissistic. I'm still hypersensitive i stated that before that I'm not already but I still am. But finally I'm out of the woods in my journey of searching for love, I end up finding myself damn I've been selfish to myself. I'm so disrespectful not just to me but also on you. Thank you so much for everything, I won't apologize because i already many times but it was just invisible. We just used to be mad love and now we got bad blood.

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