Gi🐋🫐🌷 :
Fr it’s like what if one year i just stop caring i DONT say happy birthday to ppl i dont remind ppl whos b day is coming up, i dont wait till the but crack of dawn to say happy brithdyay, i dont buy the thing they’ve wanted for so long. I could do that I should do that, after all thats how I get treated, as if it’s just another day nothing spechial just another day of rude tourture, so I could do that, but I can’t bc I’ll always end up feeling guilty , and if I don’t say happy birthday or remind ppl then my friend will wake up on her birthday check her phone excitedly but wait no one texted, got to school looked at her locker excited with hope, but wait no one cared or rmb to decorated, with hope she opens her locker with a smile on her face to see if THERES some hidden surprises but no. Nothing nothing at all. She thinks to her self maybe they were busy but im sure they still rmb. Walks into class thinking it’s my birthday surely they rmb maybe they won’t treat me like shit just this once. But nah even tho it’s her birthday no one rmbs , no one cares, no one gives u presents, no one decorates, no one gives u attention, no one treats u kindly. It’s just another shitty cruel day for her bc of her friends. Now after that horrible day she goes home, her mum asks “sweetie how was school, anything exciting happen?” But your to sad to answer your practically on the verge of breaking down. So u give a “yep” putting a fake smile on befoe underlying running to ur room closing the door, and cry just cry. See why even tho THATS how many of my birthdays have been like. I don’t do it to my friends I won’t do it bc I would never forgive my self for doing that. Bc everyone deserves to be happy on their birthday, so as long as my friends dont cry on their b day, ig how I feel for DOESNT matter❤️
2026-04-27 06:45:13