@mainstreet.mom: Behind that smile there has been so much pain and heartbreak. This year has been a roller coaster. I’ve learned that I’m not healed from things I thought I was. I grew my relationship with God just to let the enemy destroy me. I’m trying so hard to rebuild myself spiritually, mentally and physically. I know I’m not perfect and never will be but through God, I know I’ll be ok. God bless and Happy New Year.