Ethannn :
heh words can't describe how much I love her even if she hurts me I'll keep on loving her I'm willing to risk everything for her love and safety but she doesn't believe that I care and I love her and she didn't think I took it seriously I did. I actually tried even tho she won't see it I did tried Idk why I didn't change for her it's my overthinking and my stupidity. I'll keep on choosing her again and again someone I care abt, someone who made me feel safe i pray for her every single night. i pray for her, for her happiness, for her peace, asking God to protect her, guide them, and give them strength I pray everyday for her to come back I prayed for her safety I prayed for her to be healthy I prayed for her mental health to get better.i just want her to be happy, even if I'm not included. my love for her isn't fake. it's like a promise carved into my chest, something permanent that doesn't fade even when circumstances change. i've loved her through the highs and lows, through the moments of joy and the moments of silence, through the laughter and through the pain. i've risked, i've waited, but i've never stopped caring. i've never stopped wishing her well, even from a distance. she deserves a love that's steady, patient, brave, and true and that's exactly how i feel about her. no matter the doubts, no matter the misunderstandings, no matter the time and distance that now separate us, i still choose her everypart of my heart. my heart is still hers completely, honestly, without hesitation. even if she doesn't see it, even if she's moved on, even if i have to keep it silent, it remains true. i love her more than words can express, more than actions could ever show, and more than time could ever heal. and if loving her quietly from afar is the only way i can, then i will because that's how real love works. that's how much i love her. fully, deeply, endlessly.
2026-04-07 13:53:41