록사스 :
In almost a decade of intense admiration and love for her, my heart has become a tapestry of memories and emotions that I can't set aside. Sometimes, I tell myself that I should give up, that I should let go of the dreams and hopes that maybe one day everything I've longed for her will come true. But no matter what I do, the memories and emotions I feel for her keep coming back, like a wave that continuously returns to the shore, never tiring and never losing its strength. I've always admired her from afar, even though I've never been with her personally. I see her in simple things, in her smiles that seem to pierce my soul and bring light to my dark world. The pain I feel when I see her hurt by others is unbearable, a pain that wraps around my entire being and I can't shake it off. I want to approach her and comfort her, I want to be an angel that brings light to her dark world and wipes away her tears. But fear and doubt always loom, like a shadow that I can't avoid, a shadow that always brings fear and anxiety to my heart. As time passed, I realized that this isn't just admiration; it's a deep love that has rooted itself in my being. It's like a tree whose roots are deeply buried in the earth, impossible to uproot no matter what storms come. My love for her remains steadfast, even though I'm far from her now, due to my parents' decision to move me to the city for my studies. The passage of time doesn't diminish my feelings; instead, it seems to deepen and expand them. Each passing day is like a page in my book of love, a story of hope and dreams that I can't let go of. I want to see her, feel her presence, and maybe one day we'll meet again. Maybe one day I'll have the courage to approach her, to tell her everything I feel. But for now, all I can do is wait and pray. Wait for the day when all my longings will come true, and pray that God will give me the strength and hope that will never fade. My love for her is a gift, a gift that I can't repay, but maybe one day it will be reciprocated with the love I desire.
2025-07-04 09:58:37