@elinrfj: i really wish spontaneity didn’t cause me severe anxiety but it’s time to whip out that GCSE French 🇫🇷🤠🥐 bonjour besties 🥖💌I’m back in my independent queen era and oh my I love nothing more than a solo trip😭😭😭!! I got really good at being solo when I went to Australia but after losing dad I just never felt like I could go anywhere alone because I have this fear of it happening again (being away and losing someone which I know is irrational). Then since not being able to drive and being anxious about my heart after my health scare / diagnosis - just felt like I’ve lost a lot of my independence and my confidence too. So this is me trying to rebuilt that back up brick by brick, learning to be alone again (and not be scared of it) and change the narrative in my head 💗💗💗 hi Paris xxx seen more bakery’s in the last 3 hours than u have in my whole life (and I’m not mad xx) je t’aime 🤠🥐💗🎀 Elin xxx #Vlog #london #paris #solotravel #explore #spontaneity #solodate #outfit #OOTD #anxiety #independence