@theemeganstarr: With everything going on in my world I have never understood Bella from New Moon. I get it now. Loving someone so deeply, so unconditionally to have them abandon you, tell you they don't want you after you have given them so much of you. This shit hurts. Fact: being ignored by someone you truly love is the same pain as being punched in the face. 88 days feels like forever. It feels like it won't stop. It hurts to even move or do anything. My world is completely broken.