@sarahssolo: it’s taking a long time to edit bc I’m chronically ill & exhausted AND my ancient phone is crapping out on me real hard so — Please help me find the -right- people who can help & if that's you please send any info to my email / the long vid place so I don't lose it when democracy ends Please bear with me as I get out 3 decades of trauma. People keep saying I’m “dragging it” but I’m not trying to, I just have literal brain damage from the abuse, on top of already having a neurological disorder, AND the brain damage that being forced to leave that unmedicated causes. I’m trying my BEST despite my terror, and if you don’t have patience for that I understand so please just like the video to help me and move on if you’re not interested in more about it all. I’m getting this out as best as /I/ can and I don’t have tiktok brain so I can’t make this quick & snappy. There’s no need to be mean like, I’m baring my soul here so I really just need to find the people who understand that & that I’m doing my best & who do have the patience to make it through. You can always 2x it or scroll away if you can’t wait or help. Thank you a millionnnn to the people who have been so kind though 🥹 it truly means the world Sorry the image is microwaved, I dropped my phone and cracked it right thru the camera & iiwii #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticabuserecovery #narcissistsurvivor #adhd #neurodivergent #disability #disabled #chronicillness #chronicallyill #fyp #explore #explorepage #fypシ #tiktokban #fyppppppppppppppppppp