not.drei❄️ :
I love you, but... this isn't working. I need more. I need something real, something that doesn't leave me feeling like I'm constantly reaching for something just out of reach. The distance between us feels insurmountable, and the promises whispered in the dark seem to fade with the morning light. I'm tired of hoping, of waiting for something that may never come. It hurts, because I truly love you, but this isn't enough. The effort feels one-sided, and the sacrifices I've made feel…unacknowledged. My heart aches with a longing that your actions don't reflect. I'm hurting, and I don't know if I can keep doing this. The weight of unspoken words and unmet needs is crushing me. I've poured my heart and soul into this, and the emptiness I feel in return is unbearable. It's a pain that cuts deeper than any physical wound, a slow, agonizing burn that leaves me questioning everything. This isn't just sadness; it's a deep, gnawing despair that threatens to consume me. I'm losing myself in this, and I don't know how much longer I can endure it. The love I feel is being slowly suffocated by this agonizing reality.
2025-07-26 15:17:33