sanemcoskun1 :
I once came across a tiny book so small it felt almost insignificant, as if it had found me rather than the other way around. It was related to the Zohar, but unlike anything I had ever seen before. Only about twenty pages were in Turkish; the rest was written in Hebrew. I found it by chance at a friend’s house.
That night, around 11 p.m., I opened it… and without realizing it, I kept reading until 9 in the morning. Time disappeared completely.
As I read, something shifted.
The little book showed me a sphere like a layered world. At the very top of it, there was a flame. It felt alive. It lifted me upward, and then, as I descended, I found myself placed between a deep blue sea and lush green pine trees. I tried to look around, to lift my head and take it all in, but I couldn’t. It felt like I was inside a simulation, like a character in a game present, yet unable to fully see.
After that night, everything changed.
I started hearing voices.
At first, it was subtle. Then it became undeniable. I could hear not only sounds, but thoughts like I could tune into the inner voices of the people around me. Once, while staying with friends, there were three of us in the same house, and I could hear what they were thinking.
Nature began to speak too.
Birds felt like they were communicating with me. The wind, the waves… it was as if everything carried a message. As if the world itself was trying to tell me something.
My life was never the same after that small book.
Even now, I still live with these voices. My ex once suggested I should go to a psychiatric hospital, but I refused. Because for me, this wasn’t something to fear it was something I experienced, something real in its own way.
Later, I read other books about the Zohar and finished them, trying to understand more. Now I feel like I’m standing at the edge of something deeper like I’ve only just begun to unlock a door.
And I’m curious… excited, even… about what might come next.
I’m not afraid.
What I truly want is to find that tiny book again… and share it with others. Because somehow, I feel like it carries something humanity deserves something beyond fear.
Something about light.
Something about love
2026-05-06 14:43:54