Lyaaa🦋 :
its disappeared. I'm tired of looking at other people, but I never really understand. I'm tired all the time, as if I don't feel tired either. Tired of “be patient” from people who don't know anything about what I stand for.
Tired of that routine. Day after day but all the same, empty. Tired of the expectations of people who always ask me to be the best version, even though I've even lost the original version of myself. Tired of all the reasons to stay afloat, when everything is getting heavier. I just want to die, away from everything, without demands, without having to be anyone.
Sometimes I think maybe I just need time. Or maybe, I just need to understand. Not admonished, not wrong—just understandable. But yeah... who the hell really cares? In the end, I was on my own again. Fight on your own, cry on your own, heal yourself. And even though I'm tired, I know, tomorrow I'll wake up again. Pretending to be strong again. Because the world doesn't care how much☹️🥲😔
2025-05-15 01:59:28