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In front of friends, I smile, I laugh, I pretend I don’t care about her, that I have long forgotten her, but afterward not a single thought leaves me. the moments when we were together, happy, looking into each other’s eyes, ready for anything. i miss her very much. she was a part of my life, and maybe still is. right now, I am not ready for a relationship. i am afraid I will ruin everything. i do not want to hurt her again. she needs someone else. she cannot understand this. i can step over my jealousy, my principles, just so she is happy, even if it is not with me.
2025-09-09 19:41:44