@mentaiikosushii3: Having random flare ups is the worst because you have to then cancel work and plans..and people will start to think you’re faking when in reality its just recurrent😭😭not to forget the feeling of finally being home and being able to rest after putting on a front acting as if you’re feeling fine when actually you feel like fainting anytime. Having the doctor telling me to stop working and to not neglect my health because i thought it was “ normal “ hit me hard😀 he gave me mc and another appointment in 2 days because of my symptoms and lectured me because he knew i would just go to work💀 but all these are normal because #chronicillness.