@ally11adhd: but then u get get in ur addict brain and your like what about all the lives that truly were horrible and meant nothing or gave nothing..were they examples?! what was the point.. and that's when everyone tells u that's where faith comes in...I can't explain that part but I felt it when I was "saved/fixed/blessed" whatever u wanna call it. it was true. and he's real. (just in case u need a reminder)