i love him <3 ℙ+𝔸 :
Phia,
I don’t really know how to start this because no words ever feel big enough for a goodbye. I just need you to know first that I love you so much, and no matter what happens, that will always be true. You’ve been such an important part of my life, and I don’t think you’ll ever fully understand how much your presence meant to me during some of my hardest moments. You brought comfort into my life in ways you probably didn’t even notice, and I’ll always be grateful for that.
I’m sorry for every moment where I became distant, quiet, or hard to reach. A lot of the time I was struggling with thoughts and feelings that I didn’t know how to explain properly, so instead of talking about them, I kept everything locked away inside myself. I know that probably hurt people around me, and I hate that more than anything. None of it was because of you. You were never the problem. If anything, you were one of the people who made things feel lighter, even if only for a little while.
You gave me memories I’ll never forget — the conversations, the laughs, the comfort of knowing someone genuinely cared about me. Even small moments with you stayed with me because they mattered more than I ever said out loud. You made me feel seen, and that’s something truly rare. I hope you never doubt how special you are because you have one of the kindest hearts I’ve ever known.
Please don’t blame yourself for anything or think you could’ve done more. You already did enough simply by being there for me, by caring about me, and by loving me in your own way. I need you to remember that. Sometimes people carry battles inside themselves that even love can’t fully silence, and that was never your fault.
I hope life gives you every beautiful thing you deserve. I hope you find happiness that lasts, people who love you gently, and moments that make you excited to wake up in the morning. Keep being soft-hearted, caring, and genuine because the world needs more people like you in it, even if it doesn’t always show appreciation for it.
And when you think of me, I hope eventually the sadness fades and the good memories stay instead. Remember the laughs, the conversations, the moments that felt warm
2026-05-23 15:05:53