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hello zarene, i just want to apologize for the things i had done to you when we we're together. I didn't break up with you because you're still not enough for me but i broke up with you because of my avoidant attachment issues. I'm sorry if I didn't explain things to you clearly and just left you without any reasons. But i just want to clear things up, you are more than enough for me, whenever i feel your presence and comfort everything feels different and that's all that matters to me. When i'm with you, you taught me how to be more patient and be calm at the most anxious moments possible. I know you probably hate me for leaving you without a proper goobye and proper explanation. I was just overwhelmed and afraid that someday you'll leave me and i can't bare to see myself get hurt again. I know past is past, but i was just really traumatized about what my last lover did to me, and it taught me to never give all of my efforts to the people i love the most That's why i wasn't giving all my efforts to our relationship. and there is a side of me when i am mad at people i just stayed silent so i am sorry. Losing you taught me a lesson i wish i had learned earlier. I'm sorry for the pain i had caused you. It's not you, it's me, i am the problem. I didnt push you away because i got tired of you, no that is not how a relationship works. I left you because i was afraid you'd leave me someday and find someone quickly but i was wrong. Loving you made my life easier, thank you for teaching me how to solve math problems cause you're a math wizard, thank you for making me loved when i know that i don't deserve to be loved, thank you for being there for me when nobody cared about what i felt, thank you for supporting me in every achievements i get, thank you for reassuring me when i need them, thank you for loving me more than i love you, thank you for teaching me new things and i had learned a lot from it, thank you for giving your all to me, thank you because your willing to risk everything for me, thank you for bringing my spark again to my old sports because i had dreamed of being a pro to it one day and lastly thank you for everything. Iloveyou baby ko ingat kapo.
2026-04-18 13:44:04