nad :
In my second year of knowing you, I am deeply grateful to God for finding you in my life, and I feel incredibly fortunate to have met you. I don't wish to admire you further, but knowing you're no longer at the same school as me keeps me wondering what you're up to there. All I can do is watch you through social media, where I've noticed a beautiful girl you seem to admire. I think how lucky she must be to be loved by you, while I'm just an uncertainty in the mix. I wonder why I should wait for you to notice me when there are women who are more remarkable than I am.
I tried to forget you exactly a year ago, but I couldn't. So, in my second year, I tried again, hoping that everything about you would fade from my mind. Thank you for being a universe in my narrow thoughts, a break in my heavy days, and the reason behind the smiles I forced. Even though you're now just a memory and silence, your name lives on in other forms
- in strokes, lyrics, and every verse I couldn't recite to you back then.
2025-05-16 12:16:33