@kolton.moseley: i wish i could explain what it feels like when something inside you just shuts off. like a room that had lights once. warmth once. now it’s just quiet. not peaceful quiet. just… nothing. not sadness. not rage. just a stillness that feels like it’s swallowing you whole. there wasn’t a moment. no scene worth remembering. no final straw. just a slow fade that nobody noticed. not even me. until i caught myself staring off into space wondering how long i’ve been pretending i’m okay. it’s weird how easy it becomes to fake being alive. how natural the nods and small laughs sound when your mind is somewhere else entirely. people say “you look good lately” and you thank them even though you feel like you’re disappearing. i miss the version of me that used to get excited over little things. that spark in my chest that lit up when i felt seen. safe. understood. but now i just sit with this emptiness. this weight that nobody else can feel. and i don’t talk about it because what would i even say. that i feel hollow for no reason. that some mornings i wake up and the first thing i feel is dread.. i try to move. try to push through. because what else is there to do. no one pauses the world for you to feel better. you get up. you fake a smile. you keep walking even when your legs are screaming to stop. even when your heart begs for a break if you’re reading this and it sounds like you. just know you’re not alone. you’re not broken beyond repair. you don’t have to have it all figured out today. sometimes the bravest thing you can do is keep showing up even when it feels like there’s no point. keep showing up. even if it’s quiet. even if it’s messy. even if no one claps for you. because one day the spark might come back when you’re not looking. and when it does you’ll be glad you stayed #MentalHealth #overthinking #relatable #sadness #GymTok #numb #gym #discipline #SelfCare #mentalhealthmatters #therapy #you

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joslian.clinton
Joslian :
My spark was gone a long time ago for the simple fact people just stopped caring about me. And other things
2025-05-04 00:11:36
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julia.rish
🌸🐞Julebug🐞🌸 :
I don’t know if I’ll ever have my spark back because I can never get my brother back.
2025-05-04 04:11:01
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luxxyduxxy
Jeborfis McFingerdoodle :
Mines been gone since I was like 9 idk I don’t rlly remember
2025-05-04 08:25:09
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yourfavorite_706
yourfavorite_706 :
Literally… my mom is always joking about liek your always in your room now, well maybe it’s cause I got no energy to physically put on a smile and interact with people for more then 8hrs(after school)
2025-05-04 02:09:04
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m30w.xoxo
👹🫶🏻 :
you’re still handsome tho
2025-05-05 05:33:24
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yofavgirlshayna
shayna c: :
Real 🥹
2025-05-04 01:57:47
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geeves.garcia
Geeves Garcia :
i know exactly how you feel because I'm going through it too. I hope my spark comes back but right now it's just gone and Its like no one cares.
2025-05-04 14:05:39
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waterfallsseeker
waterfallsseeker :
Kolten, there isn’t anything anyone can say to fix how you’re feeling. I’ve been here and it’s tough. Know that you’re LOVED even by friends that have milage between ya. Reach out anytime honey. Your future self loves you and your spark will return. ♥️
2025-05-29 13:48:40
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mo0nstarzb17
𝓜𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝔃𝓫💋🎶 :
I could relate to that very much
2025-05-04 15:28:59
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duke1394
Duke :
I needed this so bad
2025-05-04 07:21:57
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