@curlysharell: 1. I have never kissed a boy in my life 2. I don’t have a real job besides my studies 3. I earn between 300 to 500$ per month from content creation, far from the figures often boasted on social media. This is my only source of income (otherwise, I live off my savings). 4. I struggle with anxiety. It makes simple things, like talking to new people or speaking up in class, feel really overwhelming. I overthink everything, and sometimes I just wish I could be more confident, but it’s not that easy. I guess I’m just naturally shy, and it takes me a while to feel comfortable around others 5. People often think I’m cold or uninterested, but the truth is, I just don’t know how to start a conversation. I overthink every word, and by the time I finally figure out what to say, the moment has already passed. I wish I could just talk to people without my heart racing or my voice shaking, but it’s not that easy. 6. I see people around me making friends effortlessly, and I wonder why it’s so difficult for me. I wait for others to come to me because I’m too scared to reach out first, but that just makes me feel even more invisible. It’s like I’m stuck in this cycle of wanting connection but being too afraid to make the first move. 7. Crowded places, loud noises, too many people talking at once—it all drains me. I can’t just ‘go with the flow’ like everyone else seems to. If I don’t have time to prepare for something, I panic. Even small things, like someone calling my name unexpectedly, can make my heart race. I hate that I’m like this, but I don’t know how to change it. 8. There are so many things I want to do—speak up more, try new experiences, meet new people—but my anxiety always gets in the way. I watch others living their lives so freely while I’m stuck in my head, overthinking everything. Sometimes, I wish I could just be someone else for a day, just to know what it feels like to not be afraid all the time

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Thursday 08 May 2025 03:55:40 GMT