pov: jungwon has adored you since you were little. he first showed it by constantly giving you warm smiles, your favorite snacks, and often writing you letters, telling you how beautiful you are. at first, you thought he was just being nice until you realized that he was deeply in love with you. both of your parents are long-time friends, and they are all rooting for what you two have. they support jungwon and constantly tease both of you at every gathering. jungwon is nice, but you swore to yourself that you weren’t into him. you wanted him to move on and find the right girl he truly deserves. the only plan you had in mind was to cause him trouble; maybe that way he’d move on and realize that you were better off as friends. to start your plan, you decided to hang out with other guys. you began spending extra time with your classmates, laughing loudly at their jokes and sharing inside jokes that only made sense to the two of you. next, you started playfully teasing him about his crushes, making exaggerated comments about how he should ask someone out. you would mention girls you thought he might like, watching closely for any hint of annoyance or jealousy. but jungwon just chuckled, shaking his head as if to say he was content being your friend, no matter what. in group settings, you would intentionally sit next to other guys, leaning in closer to them during conversations. you even went so far as to flirt a bit, tossing your hair and giggling at their jokes. but jungwon, unfazed, would just roll his eyes and say with an amused smirk, completely missing the point of your antics. no matter what you did, it felt like your efforts were falling flat. jungwon remained steadfast, his adoration unwavering. it was as if he was immune to your attempts, and each time you saw his unbothered expression, it only intensified your internal conflict. you began to wonder if your plan was working or if, somehow, it was only making you realize how much you truly valued him. one night, after dinner with his family, he leaned in closer to you and said, “can we talk?” you two were now in the garden, away from your parents. you thought he would say something again about how much he adored you and that he would wait for you, but your world felt like it had crashed when he told you that someone had said you were doing those things for him to move on. your heart sank as jungwon continued, “you don’t have to do these things, you know? if you don’t like me, you can simply say that you don’t.” the words hung in the air like a heavy fog, and you felt a rush of panic. you opened your mouth to protest, to explain that it was all a misguided attempt to protect him, but he didn’t wait for your response. with a disappointed look, he turned and walked away, leaving you standing in the garden, feeling hollow. days passed, and jungwon seemed to vanish from your life. he avoided you at school and didn’t attend any family gatherings. each time you saw his empty chair at the dinner table, guilt gnawed at you. you had lost a precious person, and it was all because of your misguided plan. you replayed every moment in your head—his laughter, his kindness, the way he always believed in you. you realized that in trying to push him away, you had only succeeded in pushing him out of your life. finally, after a week of silence, you decided you couldn’t let it continue. you gathered your courage and reached out to him, sending a simple text that read, “can we talk? i need to explain.” to your surprise, he replied, agreeing to meet you at the park. as you waited for him, your heart raced with a mix of anxiety and hope. when jungwon arrived, there was a distance in his eyes that you hadn’t noticed before, and it stung. “hey,” you began, your voice trembling. “i’m really sorry about everything. i didn’t mean for you to feel this way.” (comsec++) #enhypen #ENHYPEN #enhypenpov #jungwon #JUNGWON #yangjungwon #YANGJUNGWON #fyp #FYP - @jayaein_