Alii :
All childhood memories just came back as soon as I heard the song. there was my grandma playing with me , feeding me , Taking care of me. I just stared at my old self and Feeling guilty "why I am mad at my grandma for Smth small?" she deserves better. I was the baddest Kid , Just look at me now. I don't need care from my grandma I'm old enough to do it on my own , And now Im just here staring and feeling guilty about her Bc she is sick , if I have many lives I would give it to my love ones and spend my time with them , Cause Sometimes I think of them Dying bc of old age. now I'm scared to lose her... I want her by my side for the longer I get older , until I graduate. I can't imagine my life without her , She was the best , she was My Friend for the first day I turned 4 she was already there , She kept me for years and taked care of me with Whole and pure love. I don't know ,, I'm just scared of losing her , once I cried on her bc I said "grandma? why do ppl die at the age of 50+ or older? , I don't wanna lose you☹️If you die I'll kill myself and hope to see you in heaven with god" She respond "Don't worry about me. And don't think about me dying , God will lead me to My home , plus Promise when you grow up Be a good child , Grandma doesn't like to see you Cry Without me" as i cried loudly And begging for her To stay beside me till i Get older , no grandma could replace her. I love my grandma
2025-08-02 01:43:25