Arkounter :
I'm a very good student, I'm very sociable, I'm good at soccer and I get along well with my teammates, I don't have any childhood traumas, the kind of things you think would make you feel proud of yourself and happy. However, I still feel like none of that really matters, and that I am missing something everyday, and I have no idea what it is, I feel lonely but I am not lonely at all, I have friends but I don't actually feel like I connect with them, I don't even understand what I feel to be honest, sometimes I think it's like a void, sometimes I feel it's loneliness, but I am not quite sure of what it is, I just know it's there and it is quite terrifying, but it also doesn't feel uncomfortable, it feels good and bad at the same time, more bad than good but like I said at least it's comfortable, and I don't know how is that even possible, I really have no idea what it is.
2025-09-12 14:33:15