@neurodivinityxo: i couldn't tell anyone that I thought I was dying. that my brain was filled with fog. that I thought I was drowning. .. #actuallyautistic #autism #autisminwomen #autistiktok
I remember pretending to be childish because I was supposed to act like that
2025-06-20 00:28:57
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StaryArt :
Morbid curiosity made me such a weirdo as a neurodivergent kid
2025-06-20 13:18:39
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⋆。˚໒꒰ྀི• ˕ • ꒱ྀིა ♡ :
I was so aware of everything in a way nobody else was
2025-06-19 16:23:43
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literallysimp :
got diagnosed with bpd today and when I mentioned that I looked into autism she cut me off —“YOU DO NOT HAVE AUTISM, it’s just trending on tiktok right now” so yeah
2025-06-19 16:56:52
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BêATLë BïŇğ BØnĢ :
never felt like a kid and will never feel like an adult. true purgatory
2025-06-20 04:49:47
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𝓗🫀 :
Making my self act childish when I was 8 cause my thoughts where unnatural for even an adult
2025-06-21 04:19:41
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𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 🥛🍪 :
Same thing with me now but I noticed as I am growing older I’m starting to almost regress in age mentally
2025-06-20 03:36:01
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Pleiadian Witch :
especially being a girl 💔 we were expected to cater to everyone else and their feelings! Now at almost 32, I’m unmasked and I don’t care anymore.
2025-06-19 22:11:26
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princess.andthebear :
I was accused of so much as a kid, it follows me. I still feel like no one believes me a lot of the time.
2025-06-19 12:22:29
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thisisnooneokbye :
My family called me mean and evil as a child when in reality I was just brutally honest with a flat affect & monotone voice 🥲
2025-06-19 20:01:13
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bigfatchudbaby :
The realization of my consciousness ruined childhood
2025-06-21 04:12:40
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౨𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝓶ৎ :
Actual bloodlust and blood cravings along with real murderous intent stemming from jealousy was something I had to learn to control from a young age
2025-06-22 09:24:07
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S_ Torameg :
I was so twisted as a kid 😭
2025-06-19 21:21:20
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jay🌀 :
even as a kid i always felt like i was performing
2025-06-21 02:40:02
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Anonymous Frog 🌈♾️ :
no idea what innocence feels like
2025-06-21 06:47:37
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Strawberry🍓 :
My brain feels so empty and foggy. Like a robot that just accomodates to what their "mind's" voice it telling them to take action.
2025-06-19 09:36:42
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doulest :
i remember being constantly asked by people around me whats wrong with me and never being able to provide an answer.
2025-06-21 12:33:51
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tototilla :
i matured way too fast
2025-06-30 15:57:57
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Zombie :
How the heck do I stop feeling guilty and messed up just for existing? 😭
2025-06-19 12:17:12
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SwagWizardJayden :
I legit felt like an alien compared to my piers
2025-06-22 13:24:08
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⋆˚。⋆୨♡୧⋆˚。⋆ :
i never played with toys or other kids my age, it just felt so weird and off to me
2025-06-21 02:34:38
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rye :
I used to look into people's windows outside of their houses in my neighborhood and like. would watch football with them. or a movie. and they never knew I was there. what was I DOING😭
2025-07-06 04:40:57
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Vicar Amelia :
Anyone else pretended (or lowkey still does) to be more docile and childish bc people get less angry at you 💔💔💔
2025-06-21 01:12:02
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