𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔦💫🦇 :
gang i literally check every box, i also got audhd, cptsd and the usual stuff like pmdd, mdd, anxiety, ed, whatever. my therapist looked at me crazy the last time i tried to explain to her that ever since the "accident"(corny ik, tryna keep this short) i feel like two versions of myself who are at war. for a lack of better term and according to my hair dye pattern, i called one blue and the other red. i feel like i started off with purple, split into two different versions i used to protect myself and now im trying to get back to purple, but its more like balancing them, the mending ain’t really happening. (the accident involved dr^gs, possibly bringing all of the buried cptsd childhood stuff up)can someone please tell me im not being insane, ive been dealing w this since 2022 now💔
2025-07-14 18:06:21