@onlyifknown: falling in love with you was never a mistake. from you, i learned that love doesn’t always ask to be returned. loving someone doesn’t mean they must belong to you. but through you, i came to understand that the purest kind of love was the one i had for myself. all the love and effort i could give you slowly faded. perhaps because there was no return, or maybe because i held on too long, trying too hard for something that never reached back. i denied my feelings at first. no, i never expected to have you but day by day, watching you give your heart to someone else made me ache to be the one you saw with love. my hope wasn’t wrong but it was wrong to let that hope grow when deep down, i knew it was never meant to bloom. there were moments i questioned myself “was it wrong to let go of these feelings?” “is it okay to stop loving you this deeply?” and the answers came quietly, all at once. yes, i am full of love but that doesn’t mean i must always pour it into someone who never once filled my cup in return. i’m allowed to try, but why should i try when it’s never mutual? why fight for someone who was never fighting for me? loving you taught me something valuable i cannot keep treating someone like they are mine when i was never theirs to begin with. i was only feeding someone else’s joy, while slowly starving my own and for that, i’m grateful because loving you showed me that to truly love, i must start with myself and love itself is me. it’s not that i didn’t love you with all i had, i did. but it feels wrong to keep prioritizing a heart that never once chose mine. i, too, deserve to be loved. to be seen. to be fought for. i’ve waited long enough—years, maybe just to be looked at the way i always looked at you. there is nothing wrong with my feelings. they were real. they were simply human but everything has its time and loving you had its time, too, api. it’s not that i don’t want to try anymore but i’m simply too tired to keep holding on to something that was never holding me. #relatable #sadtok

with love, for love.
with love, for love.
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onlyifknown
with love, for love. :
but i still love him… with all the love my heart can carry. i can’t let go. not yet. not when every part of me still wants him. no matter how many times i try to walk away, my heart stays behind—still loving him, still waiting, still hoping. they say letting go is love too but i don’t think i’m there yet. not when every beat of mine still belongs to him :<
2025-07-26 18:33:13
375
i.q.b.1.12
LABQI :
Admiring someone unattainable is a lonely journey filled with small hopes and harsh realities. It's like gazing at the stars in the night sky—beautiful, shining, yet too far away to touch. There's a distance between you, whether it's because of your status, your different worlds, or simply because you're walking on two paths that never cross. You admire them for every little detail: the way they smile, the way they speak with confidence, or perhaps the way they radiate positive energy. But beneath all that admiration lies the realization that you're merely a spectator in their story. You know that, no matter how hard you try, there's an invisible wall separating you.It hurts, but at the same time, there's warmth in it. Because even though they're hard to reach, their presence can brighten your day. Every small interaction, a brief glance, or even just seeing them from afar is enough to make your heart flutter and a small smile appear on your face. But, in the end, we have to be honest with ourselves—that some things can only be admired, not owned. Admiring the elusive doesn't mean giving up, but about understanding limitations and accepting reality. We learn to be grateful for the feelings that have been there, without expecting more than what is rightfully ours. Because sometimes, the most sincere love is the one that knows when to stop pursuing. And even if your name is never next to theirs, that feeling of admiration will remain, quietly, in the deepest corner of our hearts.
2025-07-20 14:30:39
136
diftanotyours
diftaá lowkey :
di hari hari yang sunyi dan terasa singkat itu, ada hal yang selalu ku rindukan tapi tidak pernah aku tunjukkan, aku takut jikalau terucap satu kata, beribu kalimat yang aku pendam juga ikut keluar.
2025-07-13 10:49:40
2417
kiperhanyut
conn :
Is it wrong if we like someone?
2025-07-13 18:02:14
920
diwaasec
diwa :
jadi dewasa ternyata ga se menyenangkan itu ya kak....
2025-07-11 18:25:54
2202
avencruzsout
likaae 🧥 :
falling in love with you was never a mistake. from you, i learned that love doesn’t always ask to be returned. loving someone doesn’t mean they must belong to you. but through you, i came to understand that the purest kind of love was the one i had for myself. all the love and effort i could give you slowly faded. perhaps because there was no return, or maybe because i held on too long, trying too hard for something that never reached back. i denied my feelings at first. no, i never expected to have you but day by day, watching you give your heart to someone else made me ache to be the one you saw with love. my hope wasn’t wrong but it was wrong to let that hope grow when deep down, i knew it was never meant to bloom. there were moments i questioned myself “was it wrong to let go of these feelings?” “is it okay to stop loving you this deeply?” and the answers came quietly, all at once. yes, i am full of love but that doesn’t mean i must always pour it into someone who never once filled my cup in return. i’m allowed to try, but why should i try when it’s never mutual? why fight for someone who was never fighting for me? loving you taught me something valuable i cannot keep treating someone like they are mine when i was never theirs to begin with. i was only feeding someone else’s joy, while slowly starving my own and for that, i’m grateful because loving you showed me that to truly love, i must start with myself and love itself is me. it’s not that i didn’t love you with all i had, i did. but it feels wrong to keep prioritizing a heart that never once chose mine. i, too, deserve to be loved. to be seen. to be fought for. i’ve waited long enough—years, maybe just to be looked at the way i always looked at you. there is nothing wrong with my feelings. they were real. they were simply human but everything has its time and loving you had its time, too, api. it’s not that i don’t want to try anymore but i’m simply too tired to keep holding on to something that was never holding me.
2025-08-19 23:37:23
8
ryonishidoki
Nishikido :
r, if you're reading this, i loved you like i was the only one who ever would, but you loved me like it was nothing. i kept choosing you, even on th—
2025-07-19 15:07:45
49
laofeys
lilie :
kamu, hai iya kamu, tau gak aku udah rencanain nonton bareng tahun baruan bareng tapi tau ga allah lebih sayang kita dan akhirnya kita dipisahkan dan semoga jalanmu lebih baik selagi tanpa aku disisimu sehat selalu orang baik semoga kita ga ketemu lagi di kehidupan apapun itu ya makasih buat semuanya 🤍🤍
2025-08-22 16:22:08
0
qrrainii
q :
i miss him
2025-07-14 09:42:47
454
ghat_svj
ALL M👀N :
can i have the description🥺🥺
2025-08-15 19:08:32
5
ninervah
ninerva :
how i wish i can experience every single happy moments with her again.. these fireworks were just how they were resonating inside my heart when she first hugged my hand. i just so happened to set off too much fireworks and burned the love of my life off.
2025-08-20 12:43:09
3
xxxxx00_0
Account not found :
TAKLEH COPY KE CAPTION TU HM 😭
2025-07-15 16:35:58
25
vinsukaeekk
𝟗𝟕𝟏`Wanzzy :
gw ga bisa bahasa inggris anj
2025-07-13 17:50:13
18
cattivoogoe
D :
gak semua orang kuat, nyatanya aku rela habisin tawa aku di sekolah jadi orang lain jauh berbeda di sekolah saat pulang sekolah aku bingung dan takut buat balik ke rumah karna apa? pastinya aku bakal kesepian dan gak tau bakal berbuat apa dan harus menghadapi beberapa sikap yng seharusnya aku gak suka tapi aku harus terbiasa,hai aku izin cerita ya aku cape di Padang buruk di depan mamaku thank you yng udah mau baca semoga kehidupan kalian lebih baik dari aku ya👩🏻‍🍳🤍🩷
2025-07-16 13:26:08
232
always_arniii
. :
merelakan seseorang yang kamu cintai, adalah proses panjang yang perlahan mengikis bahagia dalam dirimu. bukan karena cintamu kurang kuat, tapi karena semesta seolah tak pernah berpihak. kamu mencintainya sepenuh hati, kamu pernah berdoa dengan air mata yang jatuh diam-diam di malam hari, kamu pernah berharap setiap harinya hanya tentang dia, tapi pada akhirnya kamu harus sadar, bahwa tidak semua rasa layak diperjuangkan sampai habis-habisan. kamu mulai belajar menerima, walau hatimu menolak. kamu mulai berjalan menjauh, walau jiwamu ingin tetap tinggal. kamu mulai belajar tersenyum, di tengah luka yang tak pernah bisa kamu sembuhkan sendiri. setiap hari kamu berpura-pura tidak apa-apa, walau di dalam kepalamu namanya masih berisik, suaranya masih terngiang, senyumnya masih kamu ingat dengan jelas. kamu mencoba menghapus kenangan, tapi kenangan tak bisa kamu buang begitu saja. kamu mencoba mencintai orang lain, tapi tak ada yang mampu menggantikan tempatnya. kamu mencoba membenci, tapi hatimu tetap lembut jika bicara tentang dia. dan di antara semua itu, kamu tetap mencintai dalam diam, dalam jarak, dalam rindu yang tak bisa kamu tunjukkan. kamu belajar mengikhlaskan tanpa menghapus rasa, belajar menerima tanpa benar-benar rela, dan belajar berjalan sendiri tanpa arah yang jelas. dan mungkin inilah bentuk paling sunyi dari cinta, ketika kamu harus melepaskan seseorang yang kamu tahu, adalah satu-satunya yang ingin kamu genggam selamanya. kamu tetap berdoa agar dia bahagia, walau bukan denganmu. kamu tetap berharap dia baik-baik saja, meski kamu sendiri tidak pernah benar-benar baik semenjak kehilangan dia. dan akhirnya, kamu sadar, bahwa cinta bukan selalu soal memiliki, tapi soal keberanian untuk melepaskan, saat tetap bersamanya hanya membuatmu terluka lebih dalam setiap harinya:)
2025-08-20 11:20:39
18
firstside.a
𓆉 :
hari ini, aku akhiri semua tentang mu.
2025-07-30 14:22:48
96
ccatsts
queen :
oh God, i miss him so much. why do i think of him when i see a letter like its for him? and feel the same way, to be honest.. i know its time to say goodbye—we're nothing right now, not a friends, not a bestfriends. i just hope he's always doing well, even if not with me, maybe with someone else, maybe on his own, or maybe with God. may God always bless him! sincere thanks and deep apologies from afar!
2025-07-16 14:12:13
51
yss.sr
xcrownd :
If you find me here, I want to say this t u.
2025-07-26 14:15:35
9
rzqiaaa___
19% :
kalo ko baca s komen ini, s cuma ingin minta maaf sebesar-besarnya, maaf karena ko su kenal org jahat seperti sa, yg sllu menyakiti ko pu hati dan perasaan. Sa beruntung skli bsa knal prempuan sebaik ko, secantik ko, se effort ko, setulus ko, se enjoy dan seasik ko, tapi ko yg tra beruntung knal sa. Sa harap dgn tong dua yg su asing ini, ko sllu jaga ko pu diri baik2, jaga kesehatan, jaga pola tidur yg baik, dan jaga ko pu senyum yg indah itu, terimakasih su hadir di sa hidup walaupun cuma sementara, i loved u.
2025-07-14 15:22:55
63
revalinatandesa13
@revalinatandesa13 :
dulu pas perpisahan tahun setiap papa pulang kerja pasti bawah petasan gede buat akuu , trus malamnya papa pasang petasannya aku ketawa bahagia tapiiii sekarang aku rindu papa udah ga bisa main bareng papa karna papa udah di atas sana 😄
2025-08-19 14:33:13
1
roane.x
roane.x :
I owe myself a million apologies, sorry for forcing everything…
2025-07-20 16:26:11
67
cacaloppmieeegcoaann
່່່່ :
maa,paa.. aku ga sanggup jadi anak pertama. aku ga sanggup jadi kaka, aku belum sekuat itu menghadapi dunia sendirian, aku juga masih butuh di bimbing seperti adikku. tapi mengapa kalian menganggap ku sudah cukup besar untuk mandiri dan tak perlu perhatian kalian lagi?, kalian tau gak kenapa aku sering sekali mengurung diri sendiri di kamar? karna buat berinteraksi dengan kalian sekarang, bagiku seperti mengeluarkan banyak energi... buhkan karna menjauh tapi... ah sudah laa
2025-07-18 00:52:40
57
myasfnaa
‧₊˚ ⛲️ ‧₊ayaa𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐 :
ijin pake kata2nya kak😞
2025-07-14 02:39:16
5
ilysmstru
rin :
i like someone, but i forgot there's always another girl prettier than me
2025-07-16 11:24:59
5
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