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Kellz ☕️ :
I genuinely thought i was a clinical psychopath because i had to put so much effort into learning how to do neurotypical things/mask
2025-07-02 07:55:41
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Gemma :
people disliking us because they knew we were being unauthentic but not why
2025-07-01 19:53:10
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deadnberried :
“Nobody hates me more than me!” Is a ‘joke’ I’ve had since I was in middle school. All because I didn’t know I was autistic and needed help, not that I was just inherently flawed as a person
2025-07-01 20:04:35
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Manda :
Oh absolutely I remember thinking “I don’t think I’d be friends with myself” a lot as a child
2025-07-02 23:00:35
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Willow :
I thought i had a terrible anger problem. turns out I was just extremely dysregulated and having meltdowns the second i was home and felt safe.
2025-07-04 04:29:55
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Elise :
i always said: “i feel like there’s something wrong with me and no one will tell me what it is”
2025-08-17 05:58:42
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Asher :
I didn't think I was a monster but I definitely thought I was an alien or something. I couldn't understand how people could be so mean and not say exactly what they meant. I didn't like playing the guessing game. It was really hard to find people that didn't act condescending or infantilize me.
2025-07-01 18:07:46
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Jayde-Nichol :
genuinely i appreciate these videos so deeply. my inner child needs to hear that she wasn't alone in how she felt, now that i know why she felt that way
2025-07-03 07:02:21
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InquisitiveCorvid|Gage :
Trying to unmask around my friends and family at the ripe age of 24 is freaking wild…the person everyone knows literally doesn’t exist💀
2025-07-04 19:30:15
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Kirstiexrose :
Exactly!! I use to write poetry as a kid/teen ALL about hiding myself behind a mask of beauty & pleasantries and fooling ppl about what was hidden within. And comparing myself to things like white oleander; a beautiful flower that’s poisonous. I truly felt like I had a monster lurking within me. Turns out it was just autism 😅
2025-07-01 17:32:34
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Fanguchiha194 :
Anybody else watch naruto in their formative years and really emphasize with his whole 'ostracized because of the monster inside me' bit?
2025-07-02 03:42:58
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No :
yes!!! I really internalized that I'm a "selfish" person who "doesn't care how other people feel". I could not accurately tell how other people felt and therefore would not always respond appropriately. I do care. I just can't tell. :( now that I have friends who know they have to tell me WITH WORDS how they feel, I'm able to have relationships that feel very good and reciprocal. But the idea that I'm selfish still kind of haunts me
2025-07-01 18:03:21
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Rissa :
especially when you struggle with friendships, it feeds into that belief that there's something wrong with you
2025-07-09 08:50:38
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graceefoss :
read me word for word
2025-07-01 17:17:32
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stopsniffingit :
When I was a small child I was treated as someone fragile, sensitive, talented, precious and worthy of protection. Then I grew up and the description changed to lazy, selfish, careless, bad person, not worthy of empathy, a failure. The change broke me and I lived my life thinking I’m just a horrible person
2025-10-23 10:43:52
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luna🙉🙈🙊 :
all my friends parents didn’t like me bc i was “bossy” which… ok… and then they would act so weird to me and they would tell them to stop hanging out w me … WHAT???? IM 7 WHAT ARE U MAD AT ME ABT???
2025-07-17 15:21:00
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Veronica :
Monster is the word I used for it too. Not diagnosed yet. Looking back on some really impactful moments in my life, so many of them have been meltdowns and not being helped, being called lazy and dramatic and being dismissed.
2025-07-01 17:39:34
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ameisreal :
this is a feeling so specific and so deep that i wish i could cough up and spit it out just so it would be understood. feeling as if im a monstrous, awful awful person my entire life has honestly ruined me
2025-07-04 01:42:14
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Yearning :
I hate myself so intensely it’s actually scary.
2025-07-04 05:35:54
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Venus :
Not you reading my inner monologue
2025-07-02 02:58:18
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deathvacation :
I know I’m ND but I still feel this way 😭 I’ve internalized it to the point that it’s just inextricable from my being
2025-07-01 17:37:16
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llwmuse :
I’ve always felt like a lil alien!
2025-07-03 18:01:01
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Caption845 :
I “knew” I was a good person but I always “thought” I was a horrible terrible person
2025-07-03 18:47:23
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Jess 🍉 :
This is how it feels!!!!!! It’s awful
2025-07-02 09:42:05
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