Aj :
don't mind me just leaving all the things I did for my ex here. in highschool: I brought you gifts, taught you your worth beyond money, met your mother, help her while she had cancer, guided you with your feelings toward your father, was there for you after your mother died, was there for you when your father's family abused you, was willing to go to jail when your aunt and cousin abused you. in college: moved you into my parents house against their wishes starved myself from time to time to make sure you had dinner or something to take with you to your classes and eventually work, asked my mother to help you find a job after failing to complete college the first time, tried to help you stand on your own two feet and move out because my family was being mean to you, did my best to help you after your first job was caught up in that incident and you were let go, went through losing a child together where I had to be stronger than I was for you so you could vent and not be interrupted, had a falling out with my parents because of you. started finding work: had to deal with your cheating multiple times, learning you only agreed to be with me in the beginning because of a bet and eventually couldn't bring yourself to leave me because you fell in love with me so deeply that the very thought of you leaving me had you in tears, dealing with losing more children, helping you go out to find actual friends because the ones you had before were kinda terrible people, helping you find yourself and what you want to do with you life, helping you get started on college for what you really want to do by gaslighted my mother into lending you 100k which despite saying you would pay back have not paid back to this day, helped you figure out a place to take your sister for the only birthday she ever got to properly celebrate, taking you on dates where you would not want to go but ended up liking once we went out, having up the last of my money for you to go to a job where you were losing money by going to that job, helped you maintain any faith in humanity and god, loved you so much that I am incapable of feeling genuine emotions for anyone else besides you, and almost dying.
2025-08-07 03:52:28