@thelaceybahns: Super vulnerable share and maybe one day I’ll share it with the sound on so you can all hear me sobbing 🫠 On July 4th, 2025, I traveled across the the country to get baptized by @kaylamariegabbard ministry team with 3 sisters - @brittydentici @naomiseifter + @paula_r_merk 💙 It was a life changing experience and to be honest with you…the days following have not been easy… I have been going through a lot of mental struggle, a lot of tears. A lot of just getting on my knees and praying when I’m alone. Figuring out how the old me of 31 years gets to meet the new me of the next hopefully 31+++ years. Figuring out how to live for Jesus and to have a servant heart that doesn’t come from shame or guilt (despite my dgaf attitude, i really am a former people pleaser) A servant’s heart that comes from the love of Jesus. It feels different. But then again, everything feels different. Nothing feels comfortable. Some nights i feel like I’m crawling in my skin. It’s the biggest breakdown I’ve ever felt but it’s peaceful at the same time because He is there. It’s slowly chipping away at a hard heart that was giving to the point of exhaustion. And that type of giving isn’t from Jesus. Honestly, the way the Holy Spirit has crept into every crevice of mine and exposed all the darkest parts of me to myself is beyond any plant medicine I’ve ever done. It’s real and raw and true. It’s not of this world and I’m grateful and sometimes afraid but mostly honored to be walking this path. I’m different but the same and I know that so many of you are shocked to see this. No one is more shocked than me, a former church despising, Jesus mocking, New age manifestation, witch wannabe. I mean really, God had other plans for me I guess. And I still don’t even know why He would choose me. If you’re still here, thanks for listening. My DMs are open to talk about Jesus anytime. I have a Bible that I have been loving, if you comment “BIBLE” my bot will send you the link. I don’t make a dollar commission off of this but if I can help turn more people to God, why not 🙏🏽

Lacey Bahns

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Tuesday 15 July 2025 22:24:54 GMT