@elaikajamero: Gets me every time 🥹 Me packing my things… the dogs just watching… and my furbaby Teddy quietly standing there, looking at me. Every time I look back at my family at the airport, tears escape my eyes with all the memories I’ve shared with them. I still carry the guilt of choosing to leave. It wasn’t easy and it still isn’t. But deep down, I know little me would be so proud because I did it anyway. #fyp#fypi #unistudent #studyabroad #movingabroad #overseas #lifeabroad #internationalstudentlife
I’m going to leave. not because I hate my parents, or those around me but because I hate who I’ve become. I want to find the real me, not the version of myself shaped by my sisters, cousins, aunts, and my mom. I love my mom with all my heart, but I can’t stand the way I feel about myself.
Growing up as a boy raised by women taught me how to be a gentleman and how to respect women, and I’m grateful for that. But it also came with its downsides. People assume I’m gay. I act feminine, and I hate that part of myself, not because there’s anything wrong with it, but because it doesn’t feel like me.
One day, I’m going to move to a different country and start fresh. I want to figure out who I really am and come back happier. I know I won’t regret it. And even if the people around me don’t understand or support it, that’s okay. I’ll still go because I need to do this for me and ik my mom will be proud of me and that’s all I need.
2025-07-20 07:24:11
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⋆ John ⋆ :
the way the dog looks so sad and proud at the same time
2025-07-20 19:17:53
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Damien✰ :
I was ok until I saw that poor puppy sitting and looking at you 💔
2025-09-04 09:26:09
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Almis Wanderlust Travel 🌎✈️ :
Omg your baby’s face, happened to me when I worked abroad 🥺
2025-08-09 22:58:58
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ruledbyvenusz_ :
🇺🇸💳 manifesting
2025-07-18 01:52:07
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Anne :
I guess the doggos not your “furbaby”, we don’t leave our babies behind 😭
2025-07-21 02:27:59
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🥺🥺🥺 praying hard for my day to come and start a new life overseas 🥹😭
2025-10-05 17:16:44
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Annaaa :
I always tell my friends that. I'm going to make it happen on my own, independently, and quietly, without anyone else knowing.
I'll definitely miss my mom, but I'm also doing this for her. I want her to be proud that her daughter can study abroad independently.
2025-10-13 14:12:54
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Aya murakami :
The dog🥺🥺
2025-10-07 10:05:45
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zainab__6574 :
People assume you want to leave cause you hate your family or friends, but no sometimes it’s only because you feel like you suffocate in this country even if you had a lot and a lot of good memories. For me the death of someone I love make it for me impossible to live her cause all I see is her and the fact that I will never see her again. So I will leave and hope that she will not be disappointed by this decision..
2025-07-22 12:42:24
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Jasmina🫀✨ :
I wanna do this so badddd
2025-07-21 07:38:43
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RiRi :
the dog looks like he wants to come with you 🥹
2025-08-04 13:26:04
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Ping :
if only it’s that easy for us to bring them 😢
2025-07-20 09:27:51
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K Azaaa :
manifesting to leave this country too, i hope i can get my greatest live in another country
2025-07-22 06:32:48
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bontle🧘🏽♀️ :
THE CAPTION.
2025-07-21 16:56:07
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Zeroooooooo :
Let this be my turn soon god
2025-08-10 22:21:11
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nana :
huhu one day 💖
2026-01-13 10:31:10
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Harimino ⋆𖦹 :
Please bring the dog 😞
2025-07-21 06:25:00
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🦋Ayomide🦋 :
Can’t wait to leave here 😒
2025-07-21 20:02:49
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navylea :
manifesting
2025-07-20 00:54:52
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gi :
manifesting
2025-07-20 15:08:06
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grace brown :
manifesto 🍀🍀🍀
2025-07-23 07:57:39
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绿 • Following :
Everytime I want to leave and not look back, I think about my doggo and look at him. He's the only reason why I can't leave yet.
2025-07-22 04:19:03
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