“Main tumse sachay dil se mohabbat karta tha, aur shayad hamesha karta rahunga. Magar ab samajh gaya hoon ke kuch cheezein bas mukammal hone ke liye nahi hoti. Tumhari khushi meri duaa hai. Khush raho.” Magar theek hai, agar tumhari khushi isi mein hai, toh main tumhe rokne ka haq nahi rakhta. Bas itna yaad rakhna, koi tumse itni sachay dil se mohabbat kare, toh uska dil todna itna asaan mat samajhna. Tumhari yaad hamesha rahegi, chahe main jitna bhi apne aap ko samjhata rahoon. Khush raho… aur agar kabhi kisi mod par yaad aaun, toh sochna zaroor ke koi tha jo tumse bepanah mohabbat karta tha.” “Shayad yeh mera tumhe akhri message ho, magar yeh alfaz sirf alfaz nahi, meri toot chuki mohabbat ka woh aakhri hissah hain jo ab bhi sirf tumhara hai. Main jaanta hoon, tum shayad aage badh chuki ho, magar mujhe mat poochna ke main kahan hoon—kyunki main ab bhi wahin hoon, uss mod par jahan tumne mujhe chhoda tha. Har raat sirf yeh sochta hoon ke aakhir kahaan kami reh gayi? Kya meri mohabbat kamzor thi? Ya phir tumhari doori taqdeer ka likha tha? Mujhe yaad hai, tumhari woh hansi jo meri duniya roshan karti thi, woh shikayatein jo sirf mujhse thi, woh lafz jo sirf main samajhta tha… Sab kuch ab bhi dil ke kisi kone mein basa hai, magar ab sirf ek khamosh dukh ki tarah. Kya tumhe kabhi ek pal ke liye bhi ehsaas hota hai ke koi har raat tumhari yaadon ke saath sota hai aur har subah tumhari kami mehsoos karta hai? Main tumse na shikwa kar raha hoon, na tumhe mana raha hoon. Bas yeh keh raha hoon ke agar kabhi kisi tanha raat tumhe bhi mehsoos ho ke koi tumse bepanah mohabbat karta tha, toh sirf ek baar sochna zaroor… Kabhi socha nahi tha ke ek chhoti si mulaqat, ek game mein hone wali ek dosti, meri zindagi ka sabse gehra zakham ban jayegi. Tum meri aadat ban chuki thi, tumse baat karna din ka sabse haseen hissa hota tha. Mujhe laga tha ke shayad yeh dosti hi ek din sachay pyaar mein badal jayegi, magar tumne shayad pehle se hi soch rakha tha ke ek din mujhe chhor dogi. Main ab bhi yaad karta hoon woh din jab tumne kaha tha—“Aage ka pata nahi”—shayad mujhe tab hi samajh lena chahiye tha ke tum sirf ek mod thi, manzil nahi. Magar afsos, main mohabbat ko mod nahi, zindagi samajh baitha. Tumhare lafzon ka lehja badla, tum door hoti gayi, aur main sirf tumhe rokne ki koshish karta raha. Tum janti thi ke main kitna tod raha hoon, tum janti thi ke tum meri sabse badi kamzori ban chuki ho—magar phir bhi tumne palat kar nahi dekha. Aaj jab sun raha hoon ke tum kisi aur ki ban rahi ho, toh lagta hai jaise sab kuch ek jhoot tha. Kya woh sab baatein sirf waqt guzarne ke liye thi? Kya mera rona, meri mohabbat, meri deewangi sirf ek mazak thi? Mujhe tumse shikwa nahi, bas yeh kehna chahta hoon ke agar kabhi kisi lamhay mein, kisi mehfil mein, kisi tanha raat mein tumhe yeh mehsoos ho ke koi tha jo tumse bepanah mohabbat karta tha, toh sirf ek baar sochna zaroor… “Kash tumne ek baar socha hota ke main sirf mohabbat nahi karta tha, balki sirf tumhara tha.” Ab main kuch nahi kahunga. Bas khamosh hoon. Magar meri khamoshi ke pichay sirf ek baat chhupi hai— “Mohabbat haari nahi, bas mukammal na ho saki.” Khush raho, hamesha. Mohabbat sirf ek lafz nahi hoti, yeh ek ehsaas hota hai jo sirf naseeb walon ko milta hai. Main woh badnaseeb tha jo tumse sachay dil se mohabbat kar baitha, aur tum woh badnaseeb ho jo is mohabbat ki kadar nahi kar saki. Main tumse sirf ek baar milna chahta tha, sirf ek baar woh jazbaat aankhon aankhon mein kehna chahta tha jo lafzon mein nahi keh saka, magar tumne woh bhi mumkin na hone diya. Tum samne thi, magar phir bhi dur thi—jaise meri zindagi ka sabse kareebi khwab aankhon ke samne toot gaya ho. Aaj tum kisi aur ki ban rahi ho, aur main sirf yeh soch raha hoon ke kya kabhi kisi tanha raat tum mere baare mein sochogi? Kya kabhi kisi pal tumhare dil mein yeh ehsaas jagayega ke koi tha jo sirf tumhara tha? Allah hafiz 🥺❤️‍🩹...........My Love.................. @Pure Soul 🤍 - @xxx.nick3