@j.l.equestrian2: The back story of my precious Ali: @Equestrian Biker Chick Regarding my last video, that I never in a million years expected to blow up the way that it has. I've had many comments as to why I cut his tail this is why.. But also I have had many comments asking "why" and that "he could recover", "he didnt need to die/be destroyed/euthanized", "but he's healthy and eating". He was healthy because I gave him the very best care! He was my everything and I loved him with all my heart! You did not know us and our situation. Everyone who knows us knows that this was only ever going to be the outcome of Ali he was never going to live to an age of dieing naturally with his issues. Anyone who knows anything about horses will know its more cruel to force a horse to live uncomfortably and in pain than being put to sleep. They are big animals and cannot live on 3 legs! I respected Ali and always listened to him he only ever got the best!! Ali sustained an injury to his suspensory ligament back in April 2023 from an accident that occurred in his stable. Since then I have worked closely with my vet, trying to help Ali recover. Ali had awful confirmation (if you don't know what that is do some research) he had long pastons and when walking his fetlock would be close to touching the floor, this was putting even more strain on his suspensory ligament and other joints. We tried to help support that with corrective shoes (egg bars) but they only did so much. He had cortisone injections which once again only did so much for a period of time with rehab and light work. From April 2023 - June 2025 he was basically semi retired, I probably only rode him in light work maybe 25-30 times in them 2 years (on average that's about once sometimes twice a month) and never did he jumped again. He was a successful race horse who was a steeple chaser for 5 years between 2015 - 2020 before I got him at the start of 2021. Being pushed to his limits continuously for 5 years this is probably where most of the damaged was caused. He had plenty of down time with me, as back in 2022 I was pregnant, so I gave him my pregnancy off to rest and enjoy being a spoilt horse in the field. In June 2025 when I took Ali to the vets for what I was thought would be a routine cortisone injection, turned out to be a heart breaking day. The vets scanned Ali's leg to see the suspensory was very badly damaged now and there was nothing else we could do. It was inoperable and he would never recover and it would only get worse. The vet did grant us one last ride as I never got to take him to the beach which he thoroughly enjoyed and what a way to end his ridden career. I was hoping to give Ali a long and happy retirement and enjoy being a spoilt pony, which he definitely was. But within 2 months he very quickly deteriorated and some days he couldn't weight bare and was struggling to walk, this is when the vet and other professionals said that it was time. With something like the suspensory its better to be a day too early than a day too late, because if the suspensory was to completely go with him still alive, it would have been catastrophic and no painkillers or anything would help Ali with the horrific pain he would have been in. I gave my boy the very best in our 4 and a half years together full of love. He owed me absolutely nothing but I owe him everything! I thought we would have many more years together but it wasn't to be. The last kindest thing I could do for him was to let him go with his dignity. He was my heart horse, my best friend, my soul mate and my saviour from my darkest times, he was family. This was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. So before you type your nasty comments just think, do I really need to put that on someone who has already done everything she can and gone through so much heart break already 😪💔 #griefjourney #Ali #exracehorse #heartbroken💔 #hearthorse #besthorse #rainbowbridge #sleeptight #runfree #horsesoftiktok #fyp #foryoupage❤️❤️
JL Equestrian
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Monday 28 July 2025 18:08:40 GMT
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Hanne Jeanette :
stop this
2025-07-29 23:19:08
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⚒️🐴ItsLeonieJayne🐴⚒️ :
No one wants to have to put their pets to sleep, thankfully I haven’t yet experienced it with my horses but I have with a dog and it’s heartbreaking. You did right by him ♥️
2025-07-28 20:04:07
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Maria Hodges :
I saw your first post. I read many of the nasty uneducated comments. I was angry for you then but now im furious. You just loss you Beautiful Boy why should you then have to go through all this and explain why you saved your boy because thats what you did. you saved him from any more pain and suffering. The beach ride thats one he'll of a last ride, what a memory. sending you so much love. RIP Ali xxx
2025-07-29 13:25:25
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Tribe-Mama :
You really shouldn't have to explain yourself if they were animal lovers or knew about horses they'd understand 🫶 sending so much love to you.
2025-07-31 08:56:57
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Debbie Britland :
Big hugs to you 🥹💕💕
2025-10-06 08:21:59
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Tack, Togs and Dogs :
Bless you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
2025-08-02 12:49:10
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:
Surely when a horse is going to be put down you could leave their tail I know some horse owners that have lost their horses in the past but they didn’t cut their tail it seems like a spiteful habit 😳
2025-08-03 13:42:29
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O,s,e,i,b,e,a :
So sorry for your loss 😢😢😢
2025-07-28 20:56:47
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Mel🇨🇦 :
Your video made me cry, it's never easy to choose this decision and I'm sure it was the best thing when you love your animal and who is suffering and who has nothing more to do we no longer have the choice for the love we have for him unfortunately 🥺😥💔
2025-09-22 00:59:40
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Slay room (bella)👗👙👠 :
Who read till the end? This is sad sorry for that you’ve tried your best dear🥹
2025-07-29 07:45:00
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Michelleb173 :
im so sorry.. i know this pain too well ♥️
2025-08-06 11:01:01
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Rachel🇲🇺🌎 :
i who is lazy to read I read because people need to educate themselves before jumping pn that keyboard to hurt people already grieving. Deepest sympathy dear .Love from Mauritius and Rodrigues Island.🇲🇺
2025-07-30 13:36:11
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Zinhle Matsebula :
ncooooooh bbes so sorry 😭😭 atleast Ali is at peace now,hope you find healing 🙏
2025-07-29 06:14:07
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Leanne🚗🐴🙋🏼♀️ :
There are far worse things than letting them run free over rainbow bridge❤️you did the selfless thing and knew it was his time to go. Its the most agonising pain💔 Run free and pain free, out Bonnie is over there🐴❤️xxx
2025-07-30 11:19:29
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M&B Unleashed 🐾 :
I completely understand where your coming from and I’m so sorry Ali had to be taken from you so soon . I honestly know how that pain feels all to well I had to put my cat to sleep Spencer who was my absolute world and that completely utterly destroyed me for the longest time ever pain like that never goes away it only gets easier to deal with by time but think of it this way Ali will be with you in your heart ❤️
2025-07-30 21:53:58
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Devils_Shadow1🏍 :
I know how much you struggled with this , I'm so proud of you and to know you. This took more than guts could ever , you did what you had to , you are so strong ❤️❤️
2025-07-29 00:23:00
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Kinga Popławska :
płacze razem z toba 😭
2025-07-31 16:13:59
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la queen dira 💕❤️ :
moi qui pleurait en lisant ton explication 😭😭.. courage ma chérie ça fait trop mal 😭💔
2025-07-29 22:13:18
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Mamadeunprincipe🐨🩵 :
Eres increíble el dolor que tú sientes al tener que hacer eso no lo siente nadie as pensado siempre en su bienestar le as dado todo lo mejor y le as dejado volar cuando él lo estaba necesitando sin ser egoísta y pensar en tu fuerza mi niña yo sé que tu dolor nadie lo va sentir y nadie lo iba a querer como los as querido tu ahora él es feliz corre juega brinca sin ningún dolor fueres reina 😘
2025-08-13 08:40:53
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kate :
bonjour merci de me traduire pour ce qu'il c'est passé pour ali
🙏
2025-08-15 16:11:36
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🇬🇧Josh Priest🇬🇧 :
Honestly the kindness and the besties thing for the pony but this world is cruel ignore what people think you have done what’s best for your pony people should have so much respect for you for making the tough decision honestly such a kind lady people should appreciate your decision ❤️
2025-07-30 20:30:20
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Norma R. :
Mi dispiace tanto.. 🌹♥️
2025-07-31 00:24:12
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Соня Иванова :
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 🐎🐎🐎🐴😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 sorry ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹😢😢😢😢
2025-07-28 22:56:53
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キンタマーニ :
辛さを乗り越えてください🙏
2025-08-01 10:49:25
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𝓔𝓶𝓵𝓸𝓾|MummytoRosie💕 :
So very sorry for your loss, what a stunning stallion he was❤️
2025-07-30 11:25:05
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