Mikhail :
Ts so real bro, like sometimes she RLLY gets on my nerves, she always says painful things and have anger issues and we are fighting 24/7, sometimes I wish that I can escape from here, that I finally can be free from her screams and rudeness, that I can live alone, when I was younger, I RLLY hated her, I wish she was dead, that she would disappeared, but now that I "matured" a little bit and I grow, I regret saying those things, even if she was verbally and sometimes even physically hurting me, I still love her, even if I still don't forgive her at all and she could be the most annoying person, She taught me many things, she was the one who gave birth to me, the one who helped me in various things and provided me with all the materials and economic things, I just can't hate her, she is still my mother, sometimes she can be so silly and funny, not even my "father" or siblings, neither the rest of my family helped me at all, she practically raised me almost alone, she works 9 hours a day to bring me food, clothes, buy me the essential things, the one who sometimes payed for my medicines, the one who teached me a lot of things, And she's so admirable, despite having me at 36 years old, a bit of an "advanced" age, the one who never went with another man or abandoned me, the one who never smoked or drank near me, after all, she's my mother, I love her, no matter how she is, I'll always love her even if she hurts me, even if she says how much she wishes she hadn't been born or hates me, she will always be my mother. This long text is for all those people who want to vent and relate to this and want to share their experiences with their mothers, take care of y'all, y'all are so strong, beautiful, admirable, intelligent and mostly brave, Things always get difficult, not all the time life is rosy or full of happiness, especially in our daily lives and our relationships with our loved ones, but I know that you can keep going, even though it is so difficult! It is valid to cry, scream, vent, your problems are not insignificant, it is also okay not to forgive immediately, and let that pain heal over time, the process can be very painful and slow, but u are very strong! 🤍
2025-08-14 21:54:17