@dear_txt: #TXT /// waking up knowing it’s now a day closer. Everyday for me is js a countdown at this point. I wish I could do something big before I d13, but I’m still lying in my bed as always with the same empty stomach. No one knows, everyone is js counting down till school starts. Why can’t I js be like everybody else? Is there a reason why every single attempt hasn’t worked? I prob have liver damage from all the pills I’ve taken. But nobody noticed. People only come to me if they want something. I’m never the first choice. Why do people even pretend that they care? This world is so fcked up. Why’d I ever have to be born? Why’d I have to be born now? Why do I always have to go somewhere I hate going to? People always say “I hate school, it’s so boring” but for me it’s so, so different. I don’t hate school like other people do. The people in it are so harsh. Despite how hard I’ve worked to earn the “popular” title, I still am never going to be like them. Never always thinking about guys, but always thinking about ending it. But nobody knows that, because everyone is dieting and looking their best for their instagram selfies. Everyone’s looking at the newest trends. Everyone’s thinking about themselves. So even if I didn’t say “I’m okay”, what tf would you even do? Maybe if I disappear, they’ll finally look up from their screens. But by then, it won’t even matter anymore. #vent #MentalHealth 38.

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