sistaakae :
Can’t lie that’s me, or somewhat. But I acknowledge the areas I need to grow in, it is uncomfortable, but I know it’s worth it. I have to. For myself for my child, for my future spouse or friends etc. Growing up it was definitely chaotic, toxic, argumentative & unhealthy, non peaceful environments. Got sa’d a few times from my pre teens even to my earlier 20s which I’m still in. I am defensive and sometimes I am wrong but the way I’m still wired because of trauma and all, it’s not easy to change, but it does hit hard when I know I have the potential in ME to grow. Healing is up and down. I’m doing better, but i definitely know I can do more. It’s just a matter of consistency, God, and motivation from my past. I’m a very talented and intelligent woman, but I can acknowledge I need to do more self healing inner work. Heal my inner child so I can heal my child. Break cycles so he doesn’t go through it. It’s just so much, but one thing at a time right now
2025-08-10 08:27:41