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literally crying while writing this. i don't even know what i'm doing anymore. it's like my heart is broken into so many pieces that i don't even recognize myself. every day feels like a battle just to breathe without thinking about her. no matter how much i try to keep my mind busy, no matter how hard i push away the memories, there's this one thing i keep coming back to and that's her laugh i scroll through old chats and without even realizing it, my thumb presses play on those voice notes  just to hear her, just to hear that familiar voice that once felt like comfort, like home. but now it's the opposite. it’s like listening to a ghost a shadow of the friend i loved like a sister. every word she ever said feels heavier now. every laugh or inside joke twists in my chest like a knife. it's unbearable, but i can't stop myself. i've tried to be strong, really tried. i’ve told myself a thousand times she’s gone, she doesn’t care anymore, i deserve better. but when it gets quiet, when the world stops moving and i’m left alone with my thoughts, all those words fade away, and it's just this ache. this emptiness. it screams louder than anything. i miss her so much it hurts  like my whole body is filled with a hollow that nothing can fix. ya Allah, please  i can’t take it anymore. give me strength because every night i fall apart in silence. i replay her voice, hoping maybe just maybe, she’ll come back. but she never does. and it breaks me more every single time. i’m tired tired of missing someone who no longer misses me, tired of loving someone who’s already forgotten my name, tired of holding on to something that was never meant to last. sometimes i wonder why did she say all those things? why did she promise forever? were they just empty words? was i just a phase? i keep asking myself but never find the answers. and it kills me. it hurts not to understand why the one person who meant everything to me left me shattered. i feel so alone in this pain, so lost like i’m screaming inside but no one hears, like i’m drowning in memories that i can’t escape from. i hate that i’m still here holding onto her voice, hoping for a miracle that will never come. but i can’t stop because even in the heartbreak, it’s the only thing that makes me feel close to her. if she ever reads this maybe she’ll see how much it broke me. maybe she’ll know that letting her go was the hardest thing i’ve ever done, but i never regretted loving her. not even for a second because she meant everything. and now, without her, i don’t know who i am anymore.... to anyone who’s hurting like this  replaying voice notes, reading old chats, holding onto echoes of someone who left  i see you. you’re not alone. and i pray we find the strength to heal, even when it feels impossible. because sometimes friendship means breaking in ways you never thought you’d survive. and sometimes surviving means holding on to the smallest pieces of what’s left even when it hurts more than words can say.... .#fypシ゚  #unfrezzmyaccount  #characterinteractions
literally crying while writing this. i don't even know what i'm doing anymore. it's like my heart is broken into so many pieces that i don't even recognize myself. every day feels like a battle just to breathe without thinking about her. no matter how much i try to keep my mind busy, no matter how hard i push away the memories, there's this one thing i keep coming back to and that's her laugh i scroll through old chats and without even realizing it, my thumb presses play on those voice notes just to hear her, just to hear that familiar voice that once felt like comfort, like home. but now it's the opposite. it’s like listening to a ghost a shadow of the friend i loved like a sister. every word she ever said feels heavier now. every laugh or inside joke twists in my chest like a knife. it's unbearable, but i can't stop myself. i've tried to be strong, really tried. i’ve told myself a thousand times she’s gone, she doesn’t care anymore, i deserve better. but when it gets quiet, when the world stops moving and i’m left alone with my thoughts, all those words fade away, and it's just this ache. this emptiness. it screams louder than anything. i miss her so much it hurts like my whole body is filled with a hollow that nothing can fix. ya Allah, please i can’t take it anymore. give me strength because every night i fall apart in silence. i replay her voice, hoping maybe just maybe, she’ll come back. but she never does. and it breaks me more every single time. i’m tired tired of missing someone who no longer misses me, tired of loving someone who’s already forgotten my name, tired of holding on to something that was never meant to last. sometimes i wonder why did she say all those things? why did she promise forever? were they just empty words? was i just a phase? i keep asking myself but never find the answers. and it kills me. it hurts not to understand why the one person who meant everything to me left me shattered. i feel so alone in this pain, so lost like i’m screaming inside but no one hears, like i’m drowning in memories that i can’t escape from. i hate that i’m still here holding onto her voice, hoping for a miracle that will never come. but i can’t stop because even in the heartbreak, it’s the only thing that makes me feel close to her. if she ever reads this maybe she’ll see how much it broke me. maybe she’ll know that letting her go was the hardest thing i’ve ever done, but i never regretted loving her. not even for a second because she meant everything. and now, without her, i don’t know who i am anymore.... to anyone who’s hurting like this replaying voice notes, reading old chats, holding onto echoes of someone who left i see you. you’re not alone. and i pray we find the strength to heal, even when it feels impossible. because sometimes friendship means breaking in ways you never thought you’d survive. and sometimes surviving means holding on to the smallest pieces of what’s left even when it hurts more than words can say.... .#fypシ゚ #unfrezzmyaccount #characterinteractions

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