AY AY Before you do anything stupid I got something to say I felt the exact same way you do. And I ended up doing some thing that led me down the past that I can never get out of. And I wish I could go back to that cycle. Please be grateful for that cycle because it’s something you can change and it’s your freedom.
2025-09-06 23:04:44
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redjessica77 :
Alcohol is the absolute worst. I was a crazy alcoholic. I drank day and night, every day and night. Went to 5 different treatment centers. Then I got SICK years later after not quitting. I thought I was going to die. I was in liver failure and hand pancreatitis. My potassium was so low that the kept my hospital room prepped for it. I had bag after bag after bag of the "yellow juice" saline mixed with electrolytes. I was sick for a full year after I quit. I couldn't get out of bed except to use the bathroom for years. It took me about 6 months to become strong enough to go up and down stairs. I wasn't going to stay sober still, but i can not longer drink without getting violently ill. I am so glad I won that battle and have been sober for 13. it truly is rhe hardest addiction to quit. I tried camperol and antabuse before. I drank right on top of antabuse. I was committed by the state to a hospital and later psych because I wouldn't stop before I got sick. Unfortunately, addicts are the most manipulative people alive so i kept going back until i couldnt. I wish you the best and know that it may take multiple tries.
2025-08-11 00:36:24
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