@alt_secretaccount: so thats why im numb now- hm || #vent #trend #depression #trauma #Relationship #roblox #robloxplayer #viral #fypシ ||

... :

Ok so a story for ya.. Alr so I met this dude on catalog avatar and became friends with him and I ended up being in a friend group with him on discord but here's the problem they were older than me like 16-19 I was 12... So I faked my age saying I was 15 and they thought I was because of how my voice sounded.. then one night I hopped on mic up and made another friend we will call him tot. Eventually me and tot became close and then we started dating.. But we never exchanged ages so a couple weeks later or so I went on spray paint and he asked my age in which I told him i was like 12 and he said hes 13. Then tot promised me to not tell ANYONE my age and ofc being my dumb self I fell for that.. Months pass by I thought everything was fine until one night I got a bit upset and kinda wanted to die which ofc tot was scared that night that I'd do something to myself. I didn't. But then I calmed down and went to bed. Next morning I tried getting a hold of tot and he blocked me. Then I tried getting a hold of my friend group. Blocked again. So then I was wondering wth was happening and I started freaking out... But this girl from our friend group friends me on discord and she was nice she asked me if I lied abt my age. I said yes and asked how she found out.. THEN SHE SHOWS MESSAGES OF TOT SPEAKING TO THE FRIEND GROUP AND HE TOLD THEM MY ACTUAL AGE.. I couldn't stop crying from there. But the girl at least told me what was going on.. I hopped back on roblox then saw tot unfriended me so I did the only logical thing to do try to refriend him guess what happened? He blocked me so let's say a month passes by I'm minding my own business on roblox playing a dancing game HE JOINED ME. I immediately realized and got mad but I asked him why he unfriended me AND HIS REASONING IS BECAUSE I FAKED MY DEATH? Mind you I NEVER SAID I WAS GONNA DIE OR GONNA KMS. And that's really it never really saw him again.. That happened a year ago I'm trying my hardest to do better but sadly I'm not ok. He really hurt me to the point I can't think of anything else but su!cide and I've even tried therapy and medication but nothing works. I was perfectly fine before I met him but now I'm..deppressed

input_userhere :

I had to post another one [happy] I love this song sm

Shilocul :