@iambsosa: i just feel so defeated right now. i want to meet the version of myself i envision but i question if maybe she’s just a dream, and maybe this current life is all there is for me…but i owe it to myself to continue trying to find out 🤍

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Diabolical angle :
We all died in 2020
2025-08-16 07:18:07
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kavivisays1
Kavivi :
Dude it’s not just you. It’s all of us women around your age. The society we’re in is broken, disconnected,
2025-08-16 03:44:37
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cindy_cindyland
cindy_cindyland :
This is me …💔
2025-08-18 22:32:16
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user284774828474
user284774828474 :
It confuses me that there are people I know who DON’T feel this way. Like friends buying houses or having multiple kids. It makes me feel like I am in a parallel universe truly. Ty for sharing this.
2025-08-16 05:15:02
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existencetimedout
☽ 𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖍 ☾ :
I am 34 and I've been just...lonely existing for the last 7 years..Tbh I lost everything (passion, hope etc.) and I'm just waiting for it to end. I'm a coward tho so I just exist day by day and waiting..hoping to get sick whatsoever and just..you know. Leave.
2025-08-16 11:02:18
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freemind.co
Krystle ✨ Free Mind Co. :
Same ... 41 alone, in functional freeze doomscrolling to escape
2025-08-16 03:02:16
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larisatrainor
Larisa Trainor :
same girl it’s so frustrating knowing you’re not reaching your potential but don’t know how to get there
2025-08-15 22:47:54
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meowfuryon
🐶 woofie 🐶 :
2025-08-16 23:26:08
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itskath88
itskath88 :
Covid ruined everything and no one talks about it. It changed everything and everyone.
2025-08-19 15:55:28
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newyorknini
Newyorknini :
You put into words how I’ve been feeling for the past 5 years. 😮‍💨 like why do I have to FIGHT so hard for things other people get so easily. Why are they allowed to dream, set goals and actually achieve them! What am I doing so wrong? I did everything right and still isn’t enough???? 😩
2025-08-16 03:18:06
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coliwem
coliwem :
Something happened in 2020. We entered into a divergent timeline.
2025-08-16 17:31:29
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bethlehem____
bethlehem :
I know how you feel. I’ve been sooo depressed for last few years, like deeply unhappy. Deeply unfulfilled, just feeling empty.
2025-08-16 02:03:18
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mbahruzja9q
Kimberly.Smith :
This book changed my life. God led me to it for a reason, and I swear it’ll change ur too. Please read Healing Isn’t Pretty by Mira Hartson.
2025-08-17 02:37:30
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maidandre
/andrea :
Surrender. Prioiritze rest, wellness, peace with and within your circumstances. Let go and grieve the identity you built around your old dreams. Keep what lights you up still. Once you're well rested and you've cleared up the clutter on the attic of your heart, go for it. Again. How do I know? That's what I'm doing right now :) sending you a big hug.
2025-08-16 19:16:15
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alyssaiffy
A :
Girl you actually made me cry cuz this is exactly how I been feeling for the past 5 yrs.
2025-08-15 22:52:03
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nc4620
Nick :
I felt every word
2025-08-15 22:43:47
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iambsosa
amber :
Hi friends. Thank you for allowing yourselves to be so vulnerable in opening up about your own experiences with these feelings. One thing I want to say, that I feel important to: there’s a reason you’re here. On this earth. In this world. In this life. You’re meant to be. You’re meant to see it get better. You - we - owe it to ourselves to experience the life we see for ourselves. And if you struggle to even hold a vision of what that looks like, you owe it to yourself to stick around to create a vision.
2025-08-17 12:17:02
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authormicheal.hadera
Micheal HaDera 🇪🇷🏳️‍🌈🇨🇦 :
After 24 years of 70 - 80 hour work weeks to get a head, I walked into Covid with 3 years of savings, excellent credit, best financial year, a year away from being a home owner (with no familyhelp) and a completed firsy novel. I got sick, then long COVID, then diagnosed with stage 1 kidney cancer. Now 5.5 years later I’m cancer free, still dealing with Long COVID, bankrupt, credit is ruined, lost my job, home, gained 80 lbs (lost 40) and had to move back in with my parents after having left decades ago!!! I released my novel, working on my 2nd but I’m literally in a worse spot now than when I was 16 working at McDonalds!
2025-08-16 15:42:02
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readysettingleasmrr
RSTasmr :
Whatever timeline we ended up on after Covid is fucking awful. I have not been truly happy or felt like myself since. It changed everything. I did have a spiritual awakening when Covid started but it’s like I’m not truly enjoying the human experience anymore. The world seems bleak & nothing excites me anymore. Just feels so stagnant now. Sending you love 💛 a lot of us are feeling this way. I feel like it’s mostly ppl who are in a spiritual journey that feel it the most. We are very sensitive & feel the shift
2025-08-16 04:27:30
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bbetter10
Becca :
I am 34. I moved back in with my parents in 2024. I have a decent remote job but I’m so tired. The world is crushing my spirit every day.
2025-08-16 02:21:26
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just.beingmia
MIA 💁🏼‍♀️ :
Babe, nervous system regulation… it’s changed my life. I was stuck in freeze …
2025-08-16 20:31:53
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ekaxsab
E :
Been a decade for me where it’s just blah with sprinkles of happy moments
2025-08-16 12:16:49
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cthere77
Cthere :
Covid really altered all of our timelines. It’s been the worst 5 years no matter what moves I make
2025-08-16 00:07:38
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sadboiialice
Alice :
Girl same I’m 30 and live with my parents. Got nothing going for me. No future.
2025-08-16 10:56:22
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dreamersandbooks
Mary 🌸 :
I keep thinking “is this it, it really CANT be just this”, and everyday I get proven that it can and will
2025-08-16 09:06:52
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