@racheldwyerinsf: It’s interesting thing to have people tell you they admire how strong you are when you feel the weakest you’ve ever felt. When they tell you they could never imagine being able to handle losing as many people as I have, like I had any choice. I would never choose this path, and it’s hard every single day. That doesn’t mean I don’t experience joy, happiness, etc but it does mean I experience it differently than I did before — sometimes better sometimes worse. Grief is the unknown — I’m doing my best and sharing the journey to find the magic back in life because we shouldn’t have to grieve in silence and I wish I had seen more people grieving publicly so I wouldn’t have felt embarrassed I was still hurting and sad. I’m doing my best everyday, and choosing to believe I was meant for bigger things and that’s why I’m still here without them. I’m showing up everyday with faith that good things are coming as long as I keep showing up for myself, something I didn’t do for so long. Also shoutout to @Tower 28 Beauty because as I was editing I couldn’t help but notice how good my skin looked 😂😂✨✨ #griefandloss #griefjourney #siblingloss #manifest #grieftok

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Tuesday 19 August 2025 02:46:59 GMT