Jayden :
it’s crazy how six months can just disappear like it never happened. all that time, all those nights talking, the laughs, the fights, the little moments that felt like they meant something, gone. it’s like i invested everything just for it to get tossed aside like it was nothing. i don’t get how somebody can share so much with you, make you feel like you actually matter, and then walk away like you were just some temporary fill-in. six months is a long time, and it hurts to think that all of it might’ve just been one-sided, like maybe i was the only one who saw it as real.
it’s frustrating because i don’t know what to do with all this left over. i can’t just erase the memories, i can’t just pretend it didn’t mean something to me. meanwhile they act like it was just another chapter, easy to close, easy to forget. that’s the part that eats me up feeling like i poured so much of myself into something that apparently didn’t hold the same weight on the other side. six months down the drain, and i’m stuck here with nothing but the pieces and the questions, trying to figure out how to move on when it feels like i never even mattered in the first place.
2025-08-25 10:17:52