@my.chapter.3: Is there anyone out there that had to be brave enough to accept that sometimes their illness and the constant pain fatigue medical treatments and disappointment made them an arsehole at times? I am in a place where I am choosing to be alone just so that arsehole doesn't show up. in a relationship I swing between being the partner i want to be and an absolute prick because I am exhausted, depressed and angry because I can't be who I would be if I wasn't ill. I get a glimmer of who I am when I am happy but I cant maintain it in this body and so I mask the frustration, disappointment the grief until i can't then i am an arsehole and I literally have no idea of how to be anything other than alone when my health keeps stealing parts of me. So now I am choosing alone and I am consistent, I am not an arsehole or hurting anyone elses feelings by being shit on the shit day. Instead I am just consistently but quietly sad, wondering what the fuck I do now - I have accepted the problem is me. #chronicillness #selfawareness #wlw #selfacceptance #heartproblems

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