@alishawilkerson1: Well 1 life saving emergency surgery wasn't enough so 6 months later and I had to do it again. Been feeling defeated. I busted my ass getting back in shape after the last one for hunting season and now I feel it was all ripped out from underneath me. Then healing wise im just struggling this time. I know it's not the end of the world and there is always next year but when you wait all year for this one thing....it's hard.