We like control so we get to have control of our bodies
2025-08-29 22:07:45
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jennajennabøbenna :
As someone with an ED, it’s about control for me. If there are things in my life that are beyond my control, i can always control how,when, how much or how little I eat. It’s a vicious cycle that I wouldn’t wish on anyone.
2025-08-30 12:30:59
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1insindiary1👎🇺🇸 :
I had anorexa and now I binge
2025-08-29 22:21:58
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W C :
When I was at my worst it was “if I don’t eat, nothing bad will happen. If I eat, something bad will happen.” It was self-fulfilling because the something bad I would identify could be as simple as slow internet.
2025-08-30 12:45:43
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Eliza Hill 💜✨ :
I should be small and perfect so I’m digestible and no one can blame anything on me
2025-08-30 21:18:52
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paigehy :
I’m hurting so bad on the inside I need people to see it on the outside. That’s what my thought process was for 15 years. Happily recovered it is possible ❤️
2025-08-29 23:08:00
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Kota/Kody :
Why is the 11th doctor telling me this
2025-08-30 19:25:31
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ashleyeb32 :
I was so neglected and abused. In therapy a few years back i was ranting and said “i just want to be small and fragile. That way people will see it and treat me more delicately” it made so much sense. I just needed to time and space to rant and discover it.
2025-08-31 03:30:43
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elizabeth :
My ED was a form of OCD I needed something to control since my life wasn’t in control by me but by others, so I could restrict what went into me which was like a comfort. Thankfully I’m “recovered” now
2025-08-30 23:19:28
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L :
Not wanting to need anything is a big one. I feel so ashamed that I depend on food to live
2025-08-30 22:44:42
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A L E X A 💋 :
No I just wanna be model skinny that’s it
2025-08-30 22:08:49
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ludo :
hmm
2025-08-30 04:06:52
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Hope Michelle :
I can’t hear him.
2025-08-30 20:14:31
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🌈🌻🌹Mel🌹🌾🌈 :
😔
2025-08-30 02:36:14
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🎀Kelly Hess🦌💐🌅 :
😐😐😐
2025-08-31 02:24:04
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user3808625250678susff :
😁😁😁
2025-08-30 22:20:52
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🪼 :
🥰🥰🥰
2025-08-30 21:51:56
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Drea :
😋😋😋
2025-08-30 16:08:58
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John :
I use anorexia as self harm. Instead of anything outward I punish myself through hunger
2025-08-30 05:07:22
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Lindsay :
“I can’t be fat and a college dropout”, “I can’t be weird and fat”
2025-08-30 15:27:47
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°. *Okko°. * :
EDs develope out of many different things, most of the time that is. But that "I don't deserve anything"-conflict is and was definitely a thing for me too. Like, I always had to "deserve" nice things like food or water, and if I was not able to do good for the day I didn't deserve anything and I didn't deserve to 'need' anything. I didn't deserve to sit down, didn't deserve to take up space at the table etc., so yes. Absolutely. Control over myself and control about my needs. Denying myself of anything was my punishment for being my useless self.
I am the oldest kid out of 5 kids in total, my dad was deadly sick and my mom had to care for us all. They didn't mean it like that. But sure, I was invisible and I wanted to make myself invisible too.
These problems are often super complex and Ed's are always SUCH A MESS to get out of. Disgusting really
2025-08-30 22:28:59
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Elena Dixon813 :
Control
2025-08-30 05:12:34
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court :
Control
2025-08-30 00:08:02
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