@autumnabrils: There’s a kind of freedom in letting the wind take over. #nature #ocean #sea #targetaudience #fyp

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The sea; something that sounds poetic even without a single word added. Something that appears calm, yet is by no means harmless. I long to become one with this vast expanse of sea. Just me and the emptiness of the waves. My breath slowly fading, turning into an excruciating pain, until finally it becomes a sense of acceptance. If God gave me a choice of how to die, perhaps I would choose to drown in the silent sea. Let it swallow my entire soul and body. I no longer care... Oh Lord, how beautiful is this creation of Yours. A masterpiece that cannot be replaced or rivalled by humankind itself. From the secret bubbles tightly held within it, to the mystery it holds for a mortal being like me. The sea brings me comfort, yet at times it feels so heart-wrenching. I'm not a perfect person; my many weaknesses are plain to see. When nothing can explain what lies within my small mind, strangely enough, it is this lifeless thing that can explain it all. I long for myself, but who am I, really? Everything feels grey. Is this sinful self still worthy of experiencing a glimmer of the beauty You have created and bestowed? I do not know for certain. But I hope, one day, I can feel the warmth of this ocean, embrace the rushing waters as they gently crash against me, accept everything that happens, and begin to find the true meaning of this tainted body

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