@avery.nakata: i don’t think i will ever be able to call boston “home.” home is not just a place, or a person, or a feeling. it is the synergistic interaction of everything i love in one place. it is my family and my dog and my best friend and boyfriend and i all in the same time zone. it’s genki for lunch and daiichi for dinner and one dollar froyo from frost for dessert. it’s driving to kailua target even though it’s farther with the spotify blend playing from iphone speakers. it’s dealing out cards at 11pm on a school night on a stained dining table. i cannot have two homes at once the way i cannot be in love with two people at once. i won’t go to the target on boylston or lie on the floor to watch tiktoks with a friend. there will be no sams club gas on sundays and driving my dog home at night. there will be friends and experiences and blessings here, but there will never be home. #homesick #noahkahan #Home #college #thoughtdaughter