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I want to start by saying that my first post about you was not fair It was some words on a screen. You were the one who had the courage to tell me how you felt. I always felt bad that I did not have the courage to ask you something that I really wanted to ask you. Will you be my girlfriend? It sounds simple now. It was not simple for me. I spent a lot of time running from my own feelings and even writing these words feels strange to me.These past ninety days have taught me something that I never thought I would learn. I love you. I do not just mean that I love you for now. I mean that I really love you and I do not think that I will get over you in a weeks. People have told me that I will find someone better that you treated me badly and that I deserve better.. My heart does not listen to them.I was the one who broke up with you. I was the one who walked away. So why can I not move on? Why am I still listening to songs at 3 AM hoping that your name will appear on my screen? Why am I still getting jealous? I used to think that people who missed their exes were ridiculous. Then I met you and I became everything that I used to make fun of.  You were right when you called me hypocritical. I became the person who reposts videos and listens to songs that remind me of you. I even saved videos with captions like
I want to start by saying that my first post about you was not fair It was some words on a screen. You were the one who had the courage to tell me how you felt. I always felt bad that I did not have the courage to ask you something that I really wanted to ask you. Will you be my girlfriend? It sounds simple now. It was not simple for me. I spent a lot of time running from my own feelings and even writing these words feels strange to me.These past ninety days have taught me something that I never thought I would learn. I love you. I do not just mean that I love you for now. I mean that I really love you and I do not think that I will get over you in a weeks. People have told me that I will find someone better that you treated me badly and that I deserve better.. My heart does not listen to them.I was the one who broke up with you. I was the one who walked away. So why can I not move on? Why am I still listening to songs at 3 AM hoping that your name will appear on my screen? Why am I still getting jealous? I used to think that people who missed their exes were ridiculous. Then I met you and I became everything that I used to make fun of. You were right when you called me hypocritical. I became the person who reposts videos and listens to songs that remind me of you. I even saved videos with captions like " in another universe we are still together." I secretly hoped that we would find our way to each other but I hated admitting it.After we broke up I thought I was moving on. Then you messaged me on Instagram and everything came crashing down. I realized that I did not move on; I just got used to missing you. There is a difference between moving on and learning how to live without someone. I think I confused the two.Talking to you again reminded me of everything like how sweet you were and how much I loved hearing from you. After all our fights there was still a part of me that looked at you and thought, "I really love this girl." Things were going well for a while. Then you started leaving me on seen and it really upset me. I would sit there staring at my screen wondering what I did wrong. I would check my social media over and over again hoping that you would text me.Eventually I got tired of feeling like I cared more so I did the thing possible. I treated you the way I thought you were treating me.. All it did was push us further apart until you blocked me. The thing is, it was never about not being able to find someone. It is just that there is one you and no matter how many people I meet none of them will ever be you.my friends have spent months telling me that I deserve better that I deserve someone who communicates better and does not leave me wondering. But whenever they say that all I can think is that I do not want someone better. I want you. Maybe that is stupid. I have accepted it by now. Love is being left on seen and still smiling when the persons notification appears. Love is knowing that you are probably making a fool of yourself and doing it anyway.Love is spending ninety days pretending that you are fine while secretly listening to songs that remind you of the person every night before sleeping. Those songs became my routine. Every lyric reminded me of you. Then there was Lucas. I told him about my feelings because I thought nothing would happen. Then he told you and suddenly I was unblocked.But here is the thing. I never wanted your pity. I never wanted you to unblock me because you felt bad for me. I wanted you to do it because you missed me too. Then came the message that changed everything. You asked me if I was playing with your feelings if I enjoyed hurting you. You asked why I could tell everyone how much I missed you but never told you. You asked if you were sad content for me to post about.I do not think you will ever understand how much those words hurt to read. Not because they were cruel but because I understood why you felt that way. Please can we try again? Can i love u better?? Can u be mine?@.

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