i can’t see clearly anymore, i can’t feel anything. i pray and i pray. i can’t feel my body. my mind is tormented. i pray and i pray. i am trapped this feeling is suffocating. i have grown to be very quiet. i wake up and i smile. i pray and thank god because i know my light is inside somewhere. i like to think maybe god tries to protect me, maybe that’s why i feel compelled to be quiet around most people.
2025-09-04 23:54:03
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Steph G 🦋 :
I’ve been stuck in derealization I get panic attacks when I think about it. I always try to keep my mind busy. 😭
2025-09-04 15:23:09
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user467953443253 :
what is derealization? 😭
2025-09-04 02:00:05
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Justmissyxo :
I’m convinced ppl only call ppl “weird” bc ur not acting the way they want you to/serving them and have no actual sympathy for others and think like maybe they have their own lives and are dealing w shit bc ur world doesn’t revolve around them. 😒❤️
2025-09-05 08:19:20
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Lourine :
now one year I don't even recognize myself anymore 🥺😭
2025-09-06 07:32:25
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LillyS :
I feel like I have been derealization almost my whole life💀
2025-09-04 21:25:39
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winky :
I feel like I live in the Twilight Zone
2025-09-03 06:07:21
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ROKIROSE :
Shits the worst bro and then it’s like we try and move on and trust again but trust isn’t even a thought in our head anymore we just sit back quietly in silence watch and hope we don’t see the same patterns ..
2025-09-03 20:29:29
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Treasure🫶🏼🙂↔️ :
Depersonalization*
2025-09-04 02:23:07
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Sondria Doll :
Try 23 years . And no I’m not 23
2025-09-03 21:22:56
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jazmine :
worst feeling ever. so glad i got out of it.
2025-09-05 01:46:36
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niki :
Almost 2 and a half years now 😅 I still remember the date of the panic attack I had that changed it all for me, April 29th 2023 😅
2025-09-04 01:08:10
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samanthalynn1992 :
Your not alone , I’m struggling with it too 😭😭😭😭😭😭
2025-09-04 00:39:52
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Karina 🔴 🧿 :
3 years. I stay doing me .
2025-09-04 01:26:55
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RI¢H HABIT$ :
Longer than that gang
2025-09-04 05:10:28
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Amber LaShea :
I remember when it first started… I really thought it was just disassociation. I guess it is in a way but worse… sucks when everyone thinks you’re being weird though
2025-09-03 20:44:43
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Zzzz :
Try 5 yrs🤧
2025-09-05 04:41:01
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jtheroller :
living it everyday
2025-09-03 19:44:57
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Taylor Marie ♥️🌸 :
11 years for me. Lost myself a while ago and noticed right when it happened. Can’t get it back.
2025-09-05 06:52:56
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AmyHxoxo :
Everyday the struggle is real
2025-09-03 23:32:08
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Komanique :
Worst it was for me was during Covid I remember looking outside and the world felt fake. My relationship w God has helped me so much ❤️🙏🙏
2025-09-04 09:13:21
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Sugarland Sugardaddy :
hey i want a neck tattoo but im also wanting to get my cdl and do truck driving do you think il be able to?
2025-09-03 23:48:36
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thandoo :
And lately it has been affecting my relationship with God, I’ve been having “what if” thoughts and have no encouragement to wake up and pray, or even read my bible . And I’m also at a point whereby I just wanna be alone and have zero friends
2025-09-06 00:06:49
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seventyxseven317 :
3 years
2025-09-03 15:54:55
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tdubb3011 :
I've been dealing with this for a couple of years now. What if it's just the mind's way of trying to tell you that you don't belong where you're currently at? And then it just spirals from there.
2025-09-05 13:19:31
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