Let this be my final message not because i want it to be, but because i know have to. I can't keep reaching out, not because Ive stopped loving you, but because I don't want to disturb your peace anymore. I don't want to be a reason for any heaviness in your life. Holding on to you has started to hurt more than letting go. I truly hope you're doing well. I hope that your smile is real, that your days feel lighter. But if you're going through something if you're quietly hurting please remember to pray. Talk to God. And know that there are still people who care about you and love you, even if I'm not one of them anymore.I hope you don't let sadness stay in your heart for too long. I know what it feels like to smile while you're breaking, to act okay when you're not, to feel so tired from everything. I've been there. And I pray that you heal from whatever is weighing on you, even the pain no one else sees. Our time together may have been short, but i knew you deeply. And because of that, a part of me will always quietly hope you're happy even if your happiness no longer includes me. We didn't end up together the Way we once dreamed. But I'm thankful so thankful for the memories. You gave me some of the happiest moments of my life, and 'Il never forget them. I'll never forget how it felt to love you. Saying goodbye hurts more than I can explain, but I know I have to. I want you to know i forgive you. For the things that broke me. For the confusion, the silence, the moments that left me feeling small. Don't carry guilt because of me. Let it go. And if I hurt you too, in any way i hope you can forgive me too. I'm sorry for anything I did that pushed you away or made you feel lost. Maybe you don't think about me anymore. Maybe l've become just another memory. But I need you to know this: I tried. I fought for us, even when I was breaking. I held on for as long as i could. I didn't walk away easily i walked away because there was nothing left to fight. That day the day everything fell apart shattered me. My soul felt heavy, my heart was crushed, and my mind hasn't been the same since. Watching you move on like nothing happened while stayed stuck in the past.. it broke me in ways can't fully explain. But still, I pray for the best for you. God knows I never wanted you to become Just a lesson. But maybe this pain has a purpose. Maybe God is making room for something better in my life even if i can't see it right now. There are Still days i struggle. Days when I doubt myself. When everything feels too hard. You used to be the voice that reminded me i was strong. You gave me the courage to try. You made me smile again.. and then, you became the reason that smile faded. And now, I'm learning how to do without you. Life feels heavier now. It's harder walking alone, especially after you've had someone who felt like home. Someone who made the world softer, lighter. Someone who once held your pain without judgment. But I'Il keep going. I have to. This is goodbye. For real this time. Not because stopped loving you, but because I need to love myself now. Maybe we met at the wrong time. Maybe love wasn't enough to hold us together. Even if fate didn't work in our favor, I'll always be grateful you were a part of my story. Moving on means I have to live in a world where you no longer exist in my life where your name slowly fades from my timeline and your voice becomes just an echo in my memory. I've done my part. I've loved you as much as I could. Now I'll leave quietly, hoping my absence brings you the peace my presence couldn't So be happy. Live well. Take care of your heart. Because I won't be there anymore. I love you, for the last time - @kennyandsammie_zw